Tuesday, May 14, 2013

This is 2013 !!
After so many days...........
Really there is nothing to write yet there are so many.................
Am jobless,now a days started saying retired...at least some conciliation
Guni running the show.....
when last I wrote Guni was jobless.....today by the grace of Baba  has a job, she is happy....now from Chicago moved to Michigan as her office is there....
Tapu also have taken up a school job...she is working as a teacher.....
her mother died end of last year.....
My last hope is the peace of Land in Bangalore....courtship is on..Baba only can save..........

Friday, January 20, 2012

JOBLESS MAN

lots happened in last 4/5 months.
Sadly We are moving backwards...things are from bad to wares...
I Lost my job and yet to get one..though trying very heard but nothing at sight till dt.............
Tapu had a major health problem...admitted to KMCH at coimbarore...her gallbladder had to remove..thank god total expenses given by Shiridi Sai Baba Tample (Bangalore).

At that point thought Things are going to improve definitely as That was a real MIRACLE.
The time I took her at 12 night to TMC(local hospital) for sever stomach pain, had only few hundreds in my pocket,by 3' night they said things are out of their control and to be shifted in a good hospital.
Called JHUMUR who came around 4.30 and took her to KMCH (Coiambatore) in an ambulance as no relaiable Hospital in Tirupur.
JHUMUR lent me Rs.10,000 that morning,otherwise what I would have done god only knows..
After Medical checkup
It was detected that she have Stones in her gallbladder and to be operated immediately... She called Mr.Sekhar Raju and explained hole situation..he assured not to be worried for money in stead to concentrate on Health...she also called her sisters but that's a deferent story......
She was admitted and next day she was operated but during operation doctors found her gallbladder got damaged and had to remove total Galbladder.......
I had to stay with Tapu in the hospital 8 days as there were none with us other than BABA.
Mr.Sekhar Raju what has done is unexplainable...In this world such people are also there....such miracles also happens...

Friday, October 7, 2011

Durga pooja for this year is over.
Siting at home since Durai(high fashions intl) declared his in ability to pay salaries and dues like bonus ,in that process am loosing my one month salary+ bonus.
last year and year before he did not bother to pay any benefit to me!
He has taken the advantage of paying 1.5 lakhs which he gave as lone during Guni's departure to USA.
I have nothing to say as at that point of time the amount he gave as lone was really helpful,though he has taken full advantage of that till date.
No increment nor any bonus or any benefits for last 3 years!and salary only-15000 a month!
Though I could not manage a better job since then!!!
Looking for a job,god only knows what stored .
On other side Guni is struggling for survival,trying her best to come out from all odds.
Don't know really what to do at this stage ,only prayers can save us but in empty stomach pryer
dose not come specially from me...........

Monday, August 29, 2011

29/08/2011

It is 2 weeks now guni left India.
I find very peculiar changes in her and finding it very difficult to understand,now a days she is always up set,words are very strong which is very difficult to digest.
Why it is so! can't understand.
She is so far from us now a days .
PRAY TO BABA ,PLEASE SAVE US.

Friday, August 5, 2011

06-08-2011

Two more days to go.
Guni leaving on 08-08-2011 Monday night for Delhi by Kerala exp ,from Delhi she will fly to Chicago by KLM .
The idea by going train to Delhi because of luggage,domestic airways permits only 20 kg as baggage
where as foreign airways takes 45 kgs, she does not want to pay extra .
Honestly,when she came I was not that thrilled but when she is going mind is heavy and wet,
god only knows why we are so selfish,
while she was coming I was worried thinking how to manage with extra expenses,with Baba's blessings some how managed and now time to repent.

Find, with time and situation Guni became strong and taking decisions which she fills appropriate
for her,it's good as my thinking and policy's went to pits and made her looser.
The only wish today -she should get everything in the world as she deserves.
Baba bless her.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

05/08/2011

Days are really bad.
High Fashions almost gone case,most of the staffs were shown the door from this month saying they will be called after 3 months ,god only knows how they will run their livelihood and really they will be called or not!as there is no real opening for business.
I have not seen such a person in my this life,such a greedy but careless person who thinks what ever he does every one will accept and the world will run as per his wish,he does not know anything other than telling lye's but people falls in his trap by his smile and simplicity assuming him a nice guy but in reality he is a very unreliable person.
Including me four staffs are in the company as on date,absolutely no work,from 09 to 08 how to pass time is a big equation mark specially for me as neither I have friends hear nor can watch movies round the clock that too Tamil.
guys in this company are very fond of songs,always Tamil songs are been played in the office with out any hesitation.
The say ''A fish is known by it's head ''is appropriately applicable for this organization.
Speaking to people also forwarding my Bio data for job but my luck is not good ,am going through a very bad phase of my life god only knows by when this be over,it's too long ...........
After closer of ITC Agency divn way back 1996 every thing went wrong in my life,lost vision.
At this situation really don't know in which direction life will move but bottom of my heart know
that I have to work,can't think a life without work,rest he only knows.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

29-07-2011

This morning Guni left for Bangalore by train.
Tapu went to r/station to send off, according to her plan she will be returning Monday night.
Honesty neither Tapu nor me happy for this trip as where she will be staying is undecided but
mostly in Siddhartha's place !
I fully agree it is almost impossible to stay in Tirupur as there is no social life and an atmosphere
which one can enjoy,we are leaving here for our livelihood.
God is kind enough to give an opportunity to earn our bread in this desert like place(according to us).
Guni have changed a lot,must be for her good,she takes her own decisions.
It is difficult to judge as situation and time and change more over my state of condition.
Practically I could do nothing for her to fill her happy,what ever she is doing doing on her own,on the contrary she is supporting to manage in many issues to solve financially.
Now she fills our relation is hanging on money,she sounded also but is it not a naked truth!!
Now a days almost all issues are related with money as due to my financial position many a things remains unsolved and getting multiplied hence when ever I try to pull one thread it starts
opening up issues one after another and most of them related to financial affair and that makes her upset.
She is still young and to my believe she will realize with her age and experiences what lower middle class families go through and in what situation we are in.
There is no doubt by the grace of BABA she will lift herself from this class status and place in a
position where in day to day life money matter not been discussed on regular basis.