Thursday, July 28, 2011

29-07-2011

This morning Guni left for Bangalore by train.
Tapu went to r/station to send off, according to her plan she will be returning Monday night.
Honesty neither Tapu nor me happy for this trip as where she will be staying is undecided but
mostly in Siddhartha's place !
I fully agree it is almost impossible to stay in Tirupur as there is no social life and an atmosphere
which one can enjoy,we are leaving here for our livelihood.
God is kind enough to give an opportunity to earn our bread in this desert like place(according to us).
Guni have changed a lot,must be for her good,she takes her own decisions.
It is difficult to judge as situation and time and change more over my state of condition.
Practically I could do nothing for her to fill her happy,what ever she is doing doing on her own,on the contrary she is supporting to manage in many issues to solve financially.
Now she fills our relation is hanging on money,she sounded also but is it not a naked truth!!
Now a days almost all issues are related with money as due to my financial position many a things remains unsolved and getting multiplied hence when ever I try to pull one thread it starts
opening up issues one after another and most of them related to financial affair and that makes her upset.
She is still young and to my believe she will realize with her age and experiences what lower middle class families go through and in what situation we are in.
There is no doubt by the grace of BABA she will lift herself from this class status and place in a
position where in day to day life money matter not been discussed on regular basis.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

MY GUNI,

Last night while she was talking over phone she was crying...
I don't know why for me it is very easy to understand her pulse, can read her well.
understood there is something wrong with Aditya.
Guni told me once she had soft corner for Aditya and he approached her to marry
but guni did not agree as a responsible child she preferred to stand for her parents and with heavy heart denied the proposal and eventually that guy got married but unfortunately that marriage ended with a divorce.
This fact also Guni bought to my notice and told they are in contact as good friends
but from my bottom of my heart I knew he will knock the door and that's happened
last night and Guni could not place him before her carrier and future.
Rightly she is looking for her security in life,her father is a cropper and anything goes wrong with marriage it will be a disouster as no one knows real reason why and for what he got divorced.
According to me she has taken a right decision though I gave her a free hand to chose what she fill good for her.
I felt very bad last night for my child and could not sleep properly.
I know her pain, sorrow and determination,I know what she has gone through
to establish her,though it is not completed and not accomplished but her steps towards that direction is flawless till date.
wish her all the success not because I am her father but as an individual who sow her so closely .
Baba should bless her to achieve her what she want the most.

HIGH FASHIONS IN BAD SHAPE

Situation is very bad with High Fashions,no orders in hand as on date,at one stroke
21 orders got cancelled as buyers lost confidence since we were not truthful and sincere towards our commitments.
things are realty really bad,it's sinking ,financially looks like bankrupt.
Because of insufficient funds always salaries get delayed but this month employes
are getting payment only today 20/07,god only knows what will happen next month.
Guni is in Bangalore now,she went Chennai first and from their to Bangalore and expected in tirupur tomorrow.
Thanks god,She is away otherwise what I would have done without money can't think.
she is leaving for USA on 10th of August.