WHEN THIS PHASE WILL BE OVER GOD ONLY KNOWS.
NOTHING IS WORKING WITH US.
THINGS ARE BECOMING BAD TO WORSE.
I AM NOT EXPECTING A MIRACLE,WHAT I AM LOOKING IS WITH IN POSSIBILITIES SOMETHING TO
HAPPEN......
FIRST THING- MY SMALL PCS OF LAND TO GET SOLD,I SHOULD GET AN OPPORTUNITY FROM WHERE
I CAN EARN LITTLE MORE CONSIDERING MY EXPERIENCE AND WORKING ABILITY,GOONI SHOULD GET
HER DUES,SHE SHOULD GET AN OPPORTUNITY OF A GOOD EARNING.
IF ANY ONE OF THIS WORKS THINGS CAN HAVE A FACE LIFT..BUT NOT HAPPENING.
THREE OF US ALL ALONG PREYING FOR AT LEAST ONE TO HAPPEN, YET .........

POSSIBLE I HAVE TO BLAME MYSELF FOR THIS SITUATION.
WHY I AM NOT FLOURISHING IN MY WORKING PLACES ! ARE EVERYONE BAD OTHER THAN ME!
NO ,IT IS NOT POSSIBLE.
ONCE SEKHER KEDIA TOLD I AM REALLY NO FIT FOR PRIVATE COMPANY'S.
WHICH IS TRUE.
WORKING IN A PRIVET COMPANY IS ALSO AN ART,ONE HAS TO KNOW THIS ART MORE THAN HIS EFFICIENCY AND HEARD WORK, WORKING LIKE DOG WILL NOT DO,IT SHOULD BE PROJECTED IN SUCH A MANNER THAT OWNER OF THE COMPANY REALIZES THAT HE/SHE IS HEARD WORKING AND SCIENCER,ALWAYS THE MOTTO SHOULD BE TO IMPRESS THE BOSS,ALWAYS TO BE GIVEN AN IMPRESSION THAT -I AM THE PERSON WHO THINKS ABOUT THE COMPANY MORE THAN ANY ONES ELSE!

I COULD NOT MOLD MYSELF IN TO THAT METAL.
THIS IS A FAILURE,BIGEST FAILURE.
CAN'T IMPRESS PEOPLE JUST LIIKE THAT,WHO EVER IT MAY BE,NEVER COULD ACT AS YES MAN TO ANY ONE.
THEN HOW TO PROSPER!
NO WAY.
WITH THIS COMPLEX GROWTH REALLY NOT POSSIBLE.
IT IS TOO LATE NOW, I CAN'T CHANGE MYSELF NOW,WHAT I DO!STILL LOT OF UNFINISHED JOB AND DUTIES ARE THERE.
BABA SHOW ME WAY.

nothing new

There is nothing new in life,life became a pure joke.
started writing in blog with lots of enthusiasm but everything everything got evaporated just kike that,today i don't have anything to off,daily same story of pain and sorrow.
when sent gooni to USA had lots of dream but today fear to dream as today what ever
we touch turns to ashes.
gooni is suffering there and we are hear,this is the fact and reality of to day.