31/12/09 LAST DAY OF THE YEAR 2009

TO DAY IS THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR.
I WAS NOT KEEPING WELL LAST NIGHT,STOMACH WAS UP SET,THIS MORNING GOT UP VERY LATE,
COULD NOT SPEAK TO GUNI AND CAME AT WORK VERY LATE,
ONE CONSOLATION IS HAVE SPOKEN TO HER LAST NIGHT.
TAPU ALSO CALLED.
2009 WAS GOOD,SAYING SO BECAUSE- GUNI WENT TO USA THIS YEAR,I ALSO HAD FULL TIME
JOB THROUGH OUT THE YEAR,OUT COME OR INCOME WHAT EVER IT MAY.
PRAY TO BABA TO BRING HAPPINESS TO MY FAMILY AND TO ALL GOOD SOLE.

30/12/09

THIS MORNING TAPU LEFT FOR BANGALORE.
ACCORDING TO HER PLAN SHE WILL BE THERE TILL 3RD JAN10 AS TO ATTEND NEW YEAR POOJA
AND END OF THE YEAR AT BABA'S TEMPLE.
SHE ALSO PLAN TO LEAVE FOR CALCUTTA ON 03RD NIGHT TO ATTEND HER MOTHER'S CATARACT
OPERATION WHICH SUPPOSE TO TAKE PLACE ON 09TH JAN10.
WHEN SHE WILL BE BACK I AM NOT SURE,NEITHER SHE, AS HER SISTERS VOICED THEIR INABILITY
TO SPARE FULL TIME AS THEY ARE FULLY OCCUPIED .
LIFE GOES ON,NOW A DAYS I AM AGAINST IMPOSING ANYTHING TO ANY BODY,SPICILY ON TAPU.
AS A HUSBAND I HAVE NOT DISCHARGED MY DUTY WELL,WHEN I LOOK BACK FIND KNOWINGLY OR
UNKNOWINGLY HAVE DONE LOT OF INJUSTICE TO HER.
I AM NOT SAYING THIS IS PAY TIME,THEN SOME PRICE I HAVE TO PAY SOONER OR LATER, THERE
IS NO SHORTCUT IN LIFE,LIFE DOES NOT SPARE ANYONE,WE HAVE TO PAY PRICE FOR OUR MIS CHIVES AND THAT IS THE TRUTH.
ONE OF THE FILM PERSONALITY DYED LAST NIGHT AT KARNATAKA (BANGALORE) HENCE HIS FOLLOWERS ARE SHOWING THEIR GRIEF, WHICH MEANS( IN INDIA )THEY WILL CREATE A SITUATION BY WHICH PUBLIC LIFE WILL BE DISTURBED,THIS IS OUR COUNTRY ,HERE WE LEAVE
TO SAY WE HAVE VERY OLD CIVILIZATION BEHIND US.
CALLED MR.SEKHAR RAJU TO CHECK WHETHER TAPU REACHED SAFELY, SHE DID.

29/12/09

NO WORK.
IF I KNEW THIS WOULD BE THE SITUATION WOULD HAVE STAYED IN CALCUTTA FEW MORE DAYS WITH MY MOTHER.
DURAI IS NOT A GENTLEMAN,HE IS A CRIMINAL MINDED FELLOW.
A MAN WITH THE BLESSING OF GOD BECAME A MONSTER,ROUND THE CLOCK HIS MIND IS WORKING
HOW TO CHEAT PEOPLE,HAVING SAID THAT I CAN'T ESTABLISH HE IS A BAD MAN AS SOCIETY
DOES NOT SAY SO,NEITHER HE WILL BE PUNISHED EVER.
IT IS HIS WAY OF LEAVING AND FUNCTIONING, IN NUTSHELL IN CASE I DON'T LIKE HIS
ACTIVITY SHOULD GET OUT.
FOR WHICH I AM NOT CAPABLE.

28/12/09

NOT WELL FOR PAST 3/4 DAYS.
AFTER COMING FROM CALCUTTA HEALTH IS NOT KEEPING WELL,COLD AND COUGH IS TROUBLING,
FRIDAY AFTER LUNCH DID NOT COME TO WORK,SAT,SUN DAY TOOK COMPLETE REST THIS MORNING
CAME TO WORK ASSUMING HEALTH IS OK BUT AS THE DAY PROGRESSING BODY IS NOT SAYING SO ,
ALWAYS RELACTENT TO GO TO DOCTOR,SPACIALY ALOPATHIC MEDICINE I DON'T LIKE,ALWAYS
PREFER TO HAVE HOMEOPATHIC BUT IN TIRUPUR I HAVE NOT COME ACROSS ANY DOCTOR, THOUGH
HAVE GOT AN ADDRESS,HAVE TO GO AND SEE.
2009 WILL SAY GOODBYE WITH IN 4 DAYS.
WE HAVE LOTS OF EXPECTATIONS ON 2010.
SOMETHING SHOULD HAPPEN FOR GOOD,MY FAMILY MEMBERS ARE BLEEDING AND CRYING ,TIME SHOULD HELP US ,THE PHASE WE ARE GOING THROUGH SHOULD BE OVER,GOD SHOULD HELP US TO COME UP FROM THIS HORRIBLE SITUATION.

trip to and from calcutta-07/12 -20/12/09

AFTER A GAP OF 3 WEEKS WRITING IN BLOG.
WENT TO CALCUTTA AFTER 2 YEARS WITH TAPU,SHE WENT TO SEE HER MOTHER WHO IS SUPPOSED TO HAVE A CATARACT OPERATION,WHICH FINALLY DID NOT TAKE PLACE DUE TO LACK OF KNOWLEDGE AND PROPER COMMUNICATIONS.OF COURSE I WENT MAINLY TO SEE MY MOTHER WHO IS NOT WELL DUE TO
HER OLD AGE AND PROPER ACTIVITIES.
THE PROBLEM IS SHE DOES NOT WALK AT ALL ,MOST OF THE TIME ON BED.
I FEAR A DAY WILL COME WHEN HER LEGS WILL GIVE UP.
MY PRESENT SITUATION CAN'T SUPPORT HER FINANCIALLY, I SHOULD HAVE ENGAGE A PHYSIOTHERAPIST BUT FAILED,PREYING GOD TO HELP TO DO MY DUTY AT THE EARLIEST.

I DON'T HAVE A SHELTER IN CALCUTTA,THIS IS ONE OF THE SAD PART IN MY LIFE.
AT ONE POINT WE WERE TOLD THAT TAPU'S MOTHER WILL GIVE HER HOUSE TO TAPU FOR HER
CONTRIBUTION TOWARDS HER FAMILY BUT THAT COMMITMENT SEAMS TO BE FADING AS THERE
ARE TOO MUCH POLITICS WITH IN SISTERS,EVERY ONE TRYING TO SHOW THEIR POWER,SISTERS
ARE FIGHTING LIKE CATS AND DOGS TO SHOW THEIR SUPREMACY.
AT THIS MOMENT WE ARE BELLOW BOTTOM LINE HENCE WE DON'T HAVE ANY SAY.

IN OUR HOUSE ALSO THINGS ARE NO BETTER,THE SMALL PCS OF LAND WHICH MY FATHER
EARNED THROUGH PARTITION AMONG THEIR BROTHERS THAT NOT YET TRANSFERRED IN MY MOTHER'S NAME,ONCE THAT IS DONE THE SAME CAN BE DISTRIBUTED WITH IN HER CHILDREN,
THOUGH IT WOULD BE TO SMALL BUT AFTER ALL A PLACE FOR LEAVING.
WIVES OF MY YOUNGER BROTHER'S RAISED THIS ISSUE DURING MY VISIT THIS TIME- I SAID
THEM ONCE THEY ARE READY I SHALL BE AT CALCUTTA TO DO MY BEST TO SORT OUT THE ISSUE.
BESIDES INDIVIDUAL ELECTRIC METER A WATER LINES ARE ALSO TO BE ARRANGED,IT IS HUGE TASK AND MONEY MATTER.
I BELIEVE THINGS ARE TO BE DONE ONE BY ONE.

MET SHIBU ,SOW MANY KNOWN FACES,SPOKEN WITH FEW OF THEM ,SOW ANU TOO AT A GLANCE.
SOME HOW I FIND IT DIFFICULT TO FIT MYSELF IN THAT ATMOSFARE.SHIBU IS ALSO LEAVING
IN HIS WORLD,FOR ME IT IS TOTALLY DEFERENT,
DON'T KNOW HOW TO ADJUST WITH CHANGES BUT IT IS TRUE THINGS CHANGES WITH TIME AND
SITUATIONS.

04/12/09

TAPU CALLED FROM SALEM AT 05 EVENING SAYING SHE IS SEEK .
IT SEEMS WHILE COMING BY BUS FROM BANGALORE TO SALEM SHE VOMITED MANY A TIMES,FROM
SALEM TO TIRUPUR EITHER SHE HAS TO COME BY BUS OR BY TRAIN,TO GET A TRAIN SHE HAS
TO WAIT MORE THAN TWO HOURS AS TRAIN IS AROUND 7.30.
STILL IT IS OK,
COMING BY BUS IS HORRIBLE.
DON'T KNOW WHEN SHE WILL REACH TIRUPUR.

02/12/09

HAD A TALK WITH GUNI THIS MORNING,SHE IS BUSY WITH HER STUDY'S,TRYING TOO HEAD.
I DON'T KNOW WHY LUCK IS NOT FAVORING HER!
ALL BELLOW AVERAGE GIRLS ARE DOING SO WELL AS FAR AS FINANCIAL MATTER IS CONCERNED.
DON'T KNOW WHY IT SO.
TIMES GETS FRUSTRATED BUT WHO WILL CARE OR SEE THAT.
TAPU IS IN BANGALORE,ARRANGING TO SEND MONEY TO GUNI,HAVE SPOKEN TO HER ON NUMER
OF OCCASIONS TODAY.
POOR LADY,RUNNING POST TO PEELER.
I COULD NOT DO ANY THING FOR HER,IF GOD DOES.