marriage anniversry 20/04/10

20/04/ IS my marriage anniversary .
I got married this day 1983.
now when I think fill like some what stupid but that was the age when everything was
alright.
life was very simple,no crooked thinking,only hope and dream.
In life have no regrade as got more than my capacity,only now a days fill bad for
Gooni,I am not in a position do do any thing for her.
Tapu also complains but she knows this phase will pass away and we have enjoyed life
more than our capacity,not only we ,there are many who have benefited through us.
To day those are old past,let us forget everything.
Let us look forward ,let us prey to god to give us a simple respectable life,and lots
of happiness and success for gooni.

BENGALI NEW YEARS DAY 15/04/10

TO DAY IS BENGALI NEW YEARS DAY.
HAD A TALK WITH GOONI.
IT WAS A PLEASANT DISCUSSION AFTER MANY MANY DAYS.
REALLY AL OF US IS HAPPY TODAY.
I ASSUME AFTER A LONG LONG TIME SHE IS BREATHING
WITH COMFORT SOME EXTENT FOR SOME REASON,WHAT EVER IT MAY.
GOD BLESS HER AS SHE IS GENUINELY TRYING TO COME UP,THERE IS
NO MOCKERY.

06 / 04 /10 TAPU'S BIRTH DAY.

TO DAY THE SIXTH APRIL TAPU'S BIRTH DAY.
SOME TIMES I LOOSE MY COOL FOR A WHILE,WHEN
GIVES A SECOND THOUGHT REALIZES EVERYTHING IS
UNNECESSARY AND UNCALLED FOR!
THAT IS THE LIFE ALL ABOUT!
MOST OF THE TIME WE DON'T KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT OR WRONG
AND THERE IS THE HOLE PROBLEMS LYE'S.

THIS MORNING GOONI'S BEHAVIOR MADE ME UPSET,HONESTLY
THESE DAYS I AM NOT VERY HAPPY WITH HER ACTIVITY'S.
SHE HAS GONE IN TO SHELL,FOR SOME REASON.
I AM FIND VERY DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND HER,HER ACTIVITY'S
ARE NOT CRYSTAL CLEAR.
PREY TO GOD HOLE HEATEDLY THAT I AM WRONG.