I WAS NOT FILLING WELL FOR LAST FEW DAYS.
COLD AND CUFF BECAME REGULAR PROBLEM WITH ME,I SHOULD GO TO A GOOD DOCTOR AND DISCUSS THIS ISSUE TO SORT OUT ONCE FOR ALL.
YESTERDAY WENT TO A DOCTOR AS MORE THAN 10 DAYS I AM SITING WITH THIS COLD WITH OUT ANY REMEDY.
THE DOCTOR SAID-I SHOULD CONTROL MY BLOOD PRESSURE,IT IS MUCH MORE THAN ABOVE THE NORMAL,
I AM SO MUCH TENSE NOW A DAYS ABOUT FINANCIAL CRISIS ,THIS NEITHER UNUSUAL NOR
SURPRISING .
GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO US.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
25/01/10
YESTERDAY WHILE TALKING TO GOONI OVER SKYPE,I WAS BIT HARSH TO HER,
SHE MUST HAVE UNDERSTOOD I AM NOT IN GOOD FRAME OF MIND.
POOR GIRL, WHAT SHE WILL DO!SHE HERSELF IS STRUGGLING FOR HER SURVIVAL....
TODAY GOONI DID NOT COME ON SKYPE,INSTEAD SENT A MAIL SAYING SHE WOULD BE BUSY
AS SHE HAS A PRESENTATION.
CHANDRASEKHAR CAME YESTERDAY.
I TOLD HIM LAST WEEK TO CHECK WITH THE GENTLEMAN TO WHOM ME AND TAPU WENT TO KNOW
OUR FUTURE [INTRODUCE BY CHANDRASEKHAR ].
HE SAID GOONI WILL PROSPER ONLY AFTER 29 YEARS OF HER AGE,ALSO SHE IS SO CARER CONSUS
THAT SHE WILL BE FOCUS ONLY ON HER GROWTH [ACADEMICS ] AND NOTHING ELSE.
UNDER ABOVE CIRCUMSTANCES I WILL HAVE LOTS OF TENSIONS IN THESE YEARS.
MENTALLY VERY UPSET,DON'T NO WHAT TO DO,
HOW I WILL FACE THIS SITUATION DON'T KNOW,AT LEAST MY PROPERTY GOT SOLD THEN MOST OF THE PROBLEMS WOULD HAVE SOLVED.
DON'T KNOW WHAT GOD HAVE DESTINED FOR ME .
TAPU RETURNED FROM BANGALORE,SHE ARRIVED AT 12.45 NOON,WENT TO R/STATION TO RECEIVE
HER.
SHE MUST HAVE UNDERSTOOD I AM NOT IN GOOD FRAME OF MIND.
POOR GIRL, WHAT SHE WILL DO!SHE HERSELF IS STRUGGLING FOR HER SURVIVAL....
TODAY GOONI DID NOT COME ON SKYPE,INSTEAD SENT A MAIL SAYING SHE WOULD BE BUSY
AS SHE HAS A PRESENTATION.
CHANDRASEKHAR CAME YESTERDAY.
I TOLD HIM LAST WEEK TO CHECK WITH THE GENTLEMAN TO WHOM ME AND TAPU WENT TO KNOW
OUR FUTURE [INTRODUCE BY CHANDRASEKHAR ].
HE SAID GOONI WILL PROSPER ONLY AFTER 29 YEARS OF HER AGE,ALSO SHE IS SO CARER CONSUS
THAT SHE WILL BE FOCUS ONLY ON HER GROWTH [ACADEMICS ] AND NOTHING ELSE.
UNDER ABOVE CIRCUMSTANCES I WILL HAVE LOTS OF TENSIONS IN THESE YEARS.
MENTALLY VERY UPSET,DON'T NO WHAT TO DO,
HOW I WILL FACE THIS SITUATION DON'T KNOW,AT LEAST MY PROPERTY GOT SOLD THEN MOST OF THE PROBLEMS WOULD HAVE SOLVED.
DON'T KNOW WHAT GOD HAVE DESTINED FOR ME .
TAPU RETURNED FROM BANGALORE,SHE ARRIVED AT 12.45 NOON,WENT TO R/STATION TO RECEIVE
HER.
Friday, January 22, 2010
23/01/10
JUST HAD A TALK WITH TAPU.
SHE TOLD SHE GOT HER RESERVATION MADE FOR 25/01/10 FROM BANGALORE TO TIRUPUR BY INTER
CITY EXP,WHICH LEAVES BANGALORE ON6,30 MORNING AND REACHES TIRUPUR AROUND 1.30 IN THE AFTER NOON.
THIS MORNING HAD A TALK WITH GOONI TOO OVER SKYPE,FOUND SHE IS TOO TIERED.SHE SAID HOLE DAY SHE HAD MONOTONOUS WORK SCHEDULE.
WE HAD HARDLY ONE MINUTE TALK,I UNDERSTOOD TALKING MORE MEANS DISTURBANCE,SHE WAS
SLEEPY,I ASKED HER TO SLEEP AND SHE CONTENTIOUSLY AGREED.
SHE TOLD SHE GOT HER RESERVATION MADE FOR 25/01/10 FROM BANGALORE TO TIRUPUR BY INTER
CITY EXP,WHICH LEAVES BANGALORE ON6,30 MORNING AND REACHES TIRUPUR AROUND 1.30 IN THE AFTER NOON.
THIS MORNING HAD A TALK WITH GOONI TOO OVER SKYPE,FOUND SHE IS TOO TIERED.SHE SAID HOLE DAY SHE HAD MONOTONOUS WORK SCHEDULE.
WE HAD HARDLY ONE MINUTE TALK,I UNDERSTOOD TALKING MORE MEANS DISTURBANCE,SHE WAS
SLEEPY,I ASKED HER TO SLEEP AND SHE CONTENTIOUSLY AGREED.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
22/01/10
TAPU CALLED TO SAY SHE REACHED SAFELY IN BANGALORE IN THE MORNING.
AFTER COMPLETING HER COMMITMENTS SHE IS EXPECTED TO BE BACK AT TIRUPUR
ON 25/01/10 MONDAY.
MORNING TRYED TO REACH TO GUNI THROUGH SKYPE BUT SHE WAS NOT AVALABLE.
I CALLED HER TWICE OVER PHONE BUT THERE WAS NO REPLY,FINALLY SHE CALLED
SAYING SHE SLEPT HENCE COULD NOT ATTEND MY CALLS.
SHE IS WELL,THAT IS WHAT SHE SAID.
YESTERDAY HAD A TALK WITH CHANDRASEKHAR ,THE REASON OF CALLING WAS -HE
TOOK ME TO A ASTROLOGER WHO TOLD THINGS WILL IMPROVE FROM DECEMBER 2009,
WE PAID HIM Rs.3000 TO DO SOME POOJA ETC ETC..
TOLD HIM TO CHECK WITH THAT MAN AS NOTHING IS IN PROGRESS.
CHANDRASEKHAR SAID HE WILL DISCUSS THE MATTER AND SHALL KEEP ME INFORMED.
MIND IS VERY WEAK,NOTHING IS COMING FORWARD FOR ME,EVEN WHAT GUNI IS EXACTLY
WHAT PLANING IS NO VERY CLEAR TO ME,SHE ALWAYS THINKS BIG,WHICH SHE DESERVES
BUT MY CONDITION IS REALLY PATHETIC.
NO AT ALL HAPPY,DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO US!
WHEN THINK CALMLY ONE FACT ALWAYS COMES TO MIND -WHAT EVER WE ARE DOING ,SOMEHOW
WE ARE MANAGING OUR DAY TO DAY LIFE,THINGS ARE NOT GETTING STUCK,THAT IS ALSO A
GRET THING AT THIS POINT OF TIME AS WE DON'T HAVE SINGLE PENNY SAVING,EVEN THERE
IS NOTHING LEFT TO SELL,TAPU HAVE SOLD MOST OF HER ORNAMENTS,CAR HAS GONE,WHAT
MORE!
MINE AND TAPUS EXPENSES ARE MINIMAL,WE ARE TRYING OUR BEST TO MINIMIZE OUR EXPENSES
BEST POSSIBLE WAY.
TAPU IS GETTING SOME FINANCIAL SUPPORT FROM HER MOTHER AND SISTERS,INITIALLY I
USED TO FILL BUT NOW A DAYS I KEEP QUOTE AS I AM HELPLESS.
AFTER COMPLETING HER COMMITMENTS SHE IS EXPECTED TO BE BACK AT TIRUPUR
ON 25/01/10 MONDAY.
MORNING TRYED TO REACH TO GUNI THROUGH SKYPE BUT SHE WAS NOT AVALABLE.
I CALLED HER TWICE OVER PHONE BUT THERE WAS NO REPLY,FINALLY SHE CALLED
SAYING SHE SLEPT HENCE COULD NOT ATTEND MY CALLS.
SHE IS WELL,THAT IS WHAT SHE SAID.
YESTERDAY HAD A TALK WITH CHANDRASEKHAR ,THE REASON OF CALLING WAS -HE
TOOK ME TO A ASTROLOGER WHO TOLD THINGS WILL IMPROVE FROM DECEMBER 2009,
WE PAID HIM Rs.3000 TO DO SOME POOJA ETC ETC..
TOLD HIM TO CHECK WITH THAT MAN AS NOTHING IS IN PROGRESS.
CHANDRASEKHAR SAID HE WILL DISCUSS THE MATTER AND SHALL KEEP ME INFORMED.
MIND IS VERY WEAK,NOTHING IS COMING FORWARD FOR ME,EVEN WHAT GUNI IS EXACTLY
WHAT PLANING IS NO VERY CLEAR TO ME,SHE ALWAYS THINKS BIG,WHICH SHE DESERVES
BUT MY CONDITION IS REALLY PATHETIC.
NO AT ALL HAPPY,DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO US!
WHEN THINK CALMLY ONE FACT ALWAYS COMES TO MIND -WHAT EVER WE ARE DOING ,SOMEHOW
WE ARE MANAGING OUR DAY TO DAY LIFE,THINGS ARE NOT GETTING STUCK,THAT IS ALSO A
GRET THING AT THIS POINT OF TIME AS WE DON'T HAVE SINGLE PENNY SAVING,EVEN THERE
IS NOTHING LEFT TO SELL,TAPU HAVE SOLD MOST OF HER ORNAMENTS,CAR HAS GONE,WHAT
MORE!
MINE AND TAPUS EXPENSES ARE MINIMAL,WE ARE TRYING OUR BEST TO MINIMIZE OUR EXPENSES
BEST POSSIBLE WAY.
TAPU IS GETTING SOME FINANCIAL SUPPORT FROM HER MOTHER AND SISTERS,INITIALLY I
USED TO FILL BUT NOW A DAYS I KEEP QUOTE AS I AM HELPLESS.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
21/01/10
JUST 5 MINUTES BACK HAD A TALK WITH TAPU,TRAIN IS APPROACHING VIJAYWADA,IT WAS HER CALL,SHE WAS INQUIRING ABOUT GUNI.
HAD A TALK WITH GUNI THIS MORNING ON SKYEP.HAD A VERY LITTLE TALK AS I HAD TO COOK
AND GET READY,AFTER DAYS SHE WAS LOOKING BETTER AS SHE HAD FEVER TOW WEEKS BACK.
TO BE HONEST -NOW A DAYS WHENEVER I TALK TO GUNI EVERY TIME EXPECTATION IS TO HEAR
SOME NEWS ABOUT FINANCIAL ACHIEVEMENT BUT UNFORTUNATELY NOTHING IN VIEW.
DOES IT SOUND STUPID AND SELFISH!
THAT IS WHAT I AM TO DAY,THERE IS NO HYPOCRISY.
SO MUCH DEBTS AROUND US ,CAN'T BREATH PROPERLY,FORGOTTEN TO LAUGH.
TO DAY THIS IS THE ONLY PROBLEM BEFORE US.
HAD A TALK WITH GUNI THIS MORNING ON SKYEP.HAD A VERY LITTLE TALK AS I HAD TO COOK
AND GET READY,AFTER DAYS SHE WAS LOOKING BETTER AS SHE HAD FEVER TOW WEEKS BACK.
TO BE HONEST -NOW A DAYS WHENEVER I TALK TO GUNI EVERY TIME EXPECTATION IS TO HEAR
SOME NEWS ABOUT FINANCIAL ACHIEVEMENT BUT UNFORTUNATELY NOTHING IN VIEW.
DOES IT SOUND STUPID AND SELFISH!
THAT IS WHAT I AM TO DAY,THERE IS NO HYPOCRISY.
SO MUCH DEBTS AROUND US ,CAN'T BREATH PROPERLY,FORGOTTEN TO LAUGH.
TO DAY THIS IS THE ONLY PROBLEM BEFORE US.
20/01/10
TAPU LEAVING CALCUTTA TO NIGHT.
SHE IS LEAVING BY NIGHT TRAIN{HOWRAH YASHWANTHPUR }WHICH LEAVES HOWRAH BY 20.35,
EXPECTED TO REACH YASHWATHPR [bangalore]ON 22/01/10 MORNING BY 9.30.
SHE PLANS TO BE IN BANGALORE 2/3DAYS AS ONE BABA'S TEMPLE BEING OPENED AND SHE WANT'S
TO ATTEND THE CEREMONY .
HAD A TALK WITH TAPU IN THE AFTER NOON.
HAD A TALK WITH GUNI TOO, SHE CAME ON SKYPE,SHE WAS VISIBLE TIERED.HAD A VERY SHORT
DISCUSSION.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T HAVE A LENGTHY DISCUSSION WITH OUT ANY ISSUE,FOR WHICH
TAPU IS CAPABLE OFF,I ALWAYS FIND SHE SPEAKS WITH TAPU HOURS TOGETHER,WHAT SHE
SPEAKS GOD ONLY KNOWS.
SHE IS LEAVING BY NIGHT TRAIN{HOWRAH YASHWANTHPUR }WHICH LEAVES HOWRAH BY 20.35,
EXPECTED TO REACH YASHWATHPR [bangalore]ON 22/01/10 MORNING BY 9.30.
SHE PLANS TO BE IN BANGALORE 2/3DAYS AS ONE BABA'S TEMPLE BEING OPENED AND SHE WANT'S
TO ATTEND THE CEREMONY .
HAD A TALK WITH TAPU IN THE AFTER NOON.
HAD A TALK WITH GUNI TOO, SHE CAME ON SKYPE,SHE WAS VISIBLE TIERED.HAD A VERY SHORT
DISCUSSION.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T HAVE A LENGTHY DISCUSSION WITH OUT ANY ISSUE,FOR WHICH
TAPU IS CAPABLE OFF,I ALWAYS FIND SHE SPEAKS WITH TAPU HOURS TOGETHER,WHAT SHE
SPEAKS GOD ONLY KNOWS.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
RA V I ...............THE MAN DYED ON 18/01/10
RAVI.........IS NO MORE.
IT WAS SHOCKING NEWS.
AROUND 3.30 EVENING DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY 18/01/10 WE CAME TO KNOW RAVI IS DEAD IN A ROAD ACCIDENT.
SOME OF OUR STUFF HAVE SPOKEN TO HIM JUST BEFORE HIS DEATH OVER MOBILE PHONE.
HE WAS WORKING AS FABRIC KNITTING AND DYEING IN CHARGE OF HIGH FASHIONS INTL ,
I WAS TOLD HE WAS WITH THIS COMPANY FOR A LONG TIME.
HE WAS A MAN OF 26,THAT PARTICULAR DAY HIS MARRIAGE GOT FIXED,HE WENT TO BOOK A MARRIAGE HALL,WHILE RETURNING HOME ALONG WITH 2 OF HIS FRIENDS WENT FOR DRINKS TO A BAR{THAT IS WHEN HE HAS SPOKEN TO ONE OF OUR STUFF)AFTER DRINKS 3 OF THEM WAS IN A MOTOR BIKE
THE BIKE STRAIGHT HIT A BUS COMING FROM OPPOSITE DIRECTION AND RESULTED TO DEATH......
IT WAS SHOCKING NEWS.
AROUND 3.30 EVENING DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY 18/01/10 WE CAME TO KNOW RAVI IS DEAD IN A ROAD ACCIDENT.
SOME OF OUR STUFF HAVE SPOKEN TO HIM JUST BEFORE HIS DEATH OVER MOBILE PHONE.
HE WAS WORKING AS FABRIC KNITTING AND DYEING IN CHARGE OF HIGH FASHIONS INTL ,
I WAS TOLD HE WAS WITH THIS COMPANY FOR A LONG TIME.
HE WAS A MAN OF 26,THAT PARTICULAR DAY HIS MARRIAGE GOT FIXED,HE WENT TO BOOK A MARRIAGE HALL,WHILE RETURNING HOME ALONG WITH 2 OF HIS FRIENDS WENT FOR DRINKS TO A BAR{THAT IS WHEN HE HAS SPOKEN TO ONE OF OUR STUFF)AFTER DRINKS 3 OF THEM WAS IN A MOTOR BIKE
THE BIKE STRAIGHT HIT A BUS COMING FROM OPPOSITE DIRECTION AND RESULTED TO DEATH......
Sunday, January 17, 2010
18/01/10
JYOTI BASU IS NO MORE.
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HE DIED YESTERDAY 17/01/10 NOON.
IT AN END OF AN ERA.
THOUGH DON'T HAVE ANY EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT TO DAY BUT THERE IS NO DOUBT -HE WAS ONE
OF THE TALLEST LEADER OF INDIA,TO ME HE WAS THE FATHER OF COMMUNIST PARTY OF INDIA(MARXIST)IN BENGAL,ALONG WITH HIM I ALSO RESPECT PROMOD DASGUPTA.
JYOTI BASU UNDOUBTEDLY ONE OF THE FINEST ADMINISTRATOR. HE KNEW PULSES OF BENGALI'S MORE SO OF RURAL BENGAL.
HE NEW HOW KEEP PEOPLE UNDER CONTROL.
THERE WERE MANY FLOWS DURING HIS ADMINISTRATION BUT WHAT EVER HE DID,KEEPING IN MIND
TO RULE BENGAL UNDER COMMUNIST BANNER.
WHAT IS HIS CONTRIBUTION TOWARDS THE STATE IS DEBATABLE BUT HE DID A GREAT JOB FOR HIS PARTY AND THAT IS UNDOUBTED........
AFTER PONGAL HOLIDAYS FROM TODAY COMPANY'S STARTED OPENING,IT WILL NOT BE WITH
FULL STRENGTH TILL NEXT WEEK AS WORKING CASS WHO ARE FROM OUTSIDE TIRUPUR WILL ARRIVE ONLY BY EARLY NEXT WEEK.
HAD A TALK WITH TAPU,HER RETURN TICKET IS NOT READY AS YET.
CALLED GUNI,SHE TOLD SHE IS GOING TO HER ROOM,SHE WENT TO WORK.
COULD NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE MEANT,SHE WAS IN A HURRY,ABOUT TO CATCH A BUS.
ASKED HER TO CALL AFTERWARD.
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HE DIED YESTERDAY 17/01/10 NOON.
IT AN END OF AN ERA.
THOUGH DON'T HAVE ANY EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT TO DAY BUT THERE IS NO DOUBT -HE WAS ONE
OF THE TALLEST LEADER OF INDIA,TO ME HE WAS THE FATHER OF COMMUNIST PARTY OF INDIA(MARXIST)IN BENGAL,ALONG WITH HIM I ALSO RESPECT PROMOD DASGUPTA.
JYOTI BASU UNDOUBTEDLY ONE OF THE FINEST ADMINISTRATOR. HE KNEW PULSES OF BENGALI'S MORE SO OF RURAL BENGAL.
HE NEW HOW KEEP PEOPLE UNDER CONTROL.
THERE WERE MANY FLOWS DURING HIS ADMINISTRATION BUT WHAT EVER HE DID,KEEPING IN MIND
TO RULE BENGAL UNDER COMMUNIST BANNER.
WHAT IS HIS CONTRIBUTION TOWARDS THE STATE IS DEBATABLE BUT HE DID A GREAT JOB FOR HIS PARTY AND THAT IS UNDOUBTED........
AFTER PONGAL HOLIDAYS FROM TODAY COMPANY'S STARTED OPENING,IT WILL NOT BE WITH
FULL STRENGTH TILL NEXT WEEK AS WORKING CASS WHO ARE FROM OUTSIDE TIRUPUR WILL ARRIVE ONLY BY EARLY NEXT WEEK.
HAD A TALK WITH TAPU,HER RETURN TICKET IS NOT READY AS YET.
CALLED GUNI,SHE TOLD SHE IS GOING TO HER ROOM,SHE WENT TO WORK.
COULD NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE MEANT,SHE WAS IN A HURRY,ABOUT TO CATCH A BUS.
ASKED HER TO CALL AFTERWARD.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
13/01/10
FROM TO DAY PONGAL FESTIVAL STARTS, THIS IS ONE THE MAIN FESTIVAL IN TAMILNADU.
THIS FESTIVAL CALIBRATED ALL OVER INDIA IN DEFERMENT NAMES IN DEFERMENT PARTS BUT
IT IS NOT THAT IMPORTANT AS IN SOUTH INDIA,TAMILIANS CALL IT PONGAL,KARNADIGAS CALL
UGADI,KERALITES CALL VISU.
IN OTHER PART OF INDIA THIS FESTIVAL KNOWN AS SNKRANTHI.
FESTIVAL OF NEW HARVEST.
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GUNI DID NOT COME ON SKYPE.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT HER PROBLEM IS.
WAS WAITING HOLE MORNING FOR HER CALL,DON'T NO THE REASON WHY SHE COULD NOT OR DID NOT
COME IN SKYPE.
I CALLED HER 3/4 TIMES BUT NO RESPONSE.
DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THIS GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS FESTIVAL CALIBRATED ALL OVER INDIA IN DEFERMENT NAMES IN DEFERMENT PARTS BUT
IT IS NOT THAT IMPORTANT AS IN SOUTH INDIA,TAMILIANS CALL IT PONGAL,KARNADIGAS CALL
UGADI,KERALITES CALL VISU.
IN OTHER PART OF INDIA THIS FESTIVAL KNOWN AS SNKRANTHI.
FESTIVAL OF NEW HARVEST.
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GUNI DID NOT COME ON SKYPE.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT HER PROBLEM IS.
WAS WAITING HOLE MORNING FOR HER CALL,DON'T NO THE REASON WHY SHE COULD NOT OR DID NOT
COME IN SKYPE.
I CALLED HER 3/4 TIMES BUT NO RESPONSE.
DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THIS GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, January 10, 2010
11/01/10
MORNING TRIED TO CONTACT GUNI OVER SKYPE BUT SHE WAS NOT AVAILABLE.
CALLED TWICE BUT THERE WAS NO RESPONSE,UNDERSTOOD SHE IS SLEEPING.
GUNI CALLED AT 10.45 AND TOLD THE SAME WHAT I HAVE ANTICIPATED, ALSO SAID SHE IS FILLING BETTER.
BABA BLESS HER.
CALLED TAPU,SHE IS NOT SURE WHEN SHE WILL BE ABLE TO COME, SHE WAS ASKING
BECAUSE HER ABSENCE EXPENSES HAVE REDUCED OR NOT,WHAT SHOULD I SAY DON'T KNOW.
SEE OUR FATE , WE HAVE REACHED AT THIS STAGE .............
CALLED TWICE BUT THERE WAS NO RESPONSE,UNDERSTOOD SHE IS SLEEPING.
GUNI CALLED AT 10.45 AND TOLD THE SAME WHAT I HAVE ANTICIPATED, ALSO SAID SHE IS FILLING BETTER.
BABA BLESS HER.
CALLED TAPU,SHE IS NOT SURE WHEN SHE WILL BE ABLE TO COME, SHE WAS ASKING
BECAUSE HER ABSENCE EXPENSES HAVE REDUCED OR NOT,WHAT SHOULD I SAY DON'T KNOW.
SEE OUR FATE , WE HAVE REACHED AT THIS STAGE .............
Friday, January 8, 2010
09/01/10
TIMES GUNI MAKES ME VERY UPSET.
NOW IT SHOULD BE 12.00 NIGHT OVER THERE,TILL NOW NO NEWS OF HERS,MADE 8-10 CALLS
FROM MORNING BUT NO RESPONSE,SHE DID NOT COME ON SKYPE ALSO.
HAD A TALK WITH TAPU YESTERDAY,SHE SAID HER MOTHER IS GETTING OPERATED TODAY.
HAD A TALK WITH GUNI FINALLY.
SHE IS DOWN WITH FEVER.
SEEMS SHE HAS HIGH FEVER, SHE HAD TO PUT WET CLOTH ON HER FORE HEAD.
SHE SLEPT OFF AFTER APPLYING WET CLOTH ON HER FORE HEAD.
SHE SAID SHIFTING HAVE TAKEN ITS TOOL.
WHAT I SHOULD I DO AT THIS HOUR!I AM A HELPLESS MAN ,HANDS ARE TIED..
FOR A LONG TIME I KEPT ONE FEAR IN MY MIND,WHICH I EXPRESS AT THIS HOUR........
DURING MY ITC PERIOD ONE NIGHT I WAS TRAVELING BY TRAIN,ONE FATHER AND DAUGHTER
WAS IN MY COOP,BY SEEING THEM ONE CAN REALIZE THEY ARE POOR.
IN THE MIDNIGHT I WOKE UP AND SOW ONE GUY TRYING TO BE PHYSICAL WITH THE GIRL,I COULD
HEAR THAT GUY WAS TELLING -I KNOW YOUR ACTIVITY'S ETC ETC..AND FINALLY FORCED THE
GIRL TO COMPROMISE AND MADE HER GO TOWARDS BATH ROOM.
THE POINT BOTHERED ME IS FINANCIAL INSECURITY IS SUCH A THING IN LIFE PEOPLE BECOMES HELPLESS.
I NEVER TRIED TO ASSESS ABOUT THAT GIRL.
DON'T KNOW WHY HOLE NIGHT I COULD ONT SLEEP WELL, WAS THINKING ABOUT THE HELPLESS POOR FATHER,WHO MIGHT NOT HAVE SLEPT,OR COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON YET COULD NOT PROTECT HIS CHILD.
WHICH FATHER WANTS TO HAVE A SITUATION WHERE HIS CHILD BEING TOSSED.
I DON'T KNOW WHY THAT SEEN I COULD NOT FORGET TILL DATE.
WHY LIFE IS SO HEARD!WHY CHILDREN SUFFERS FOR THEIR PARENTS INABILITY AND FINANCIAL
PROBLEM,GOD IS GREAT EVERY ONE SAYS-WHY HE DOES NOT HELP,IF THIS IS PUNISHMENT THEN
PUNISH THE FATHER WHATEVER WAY POSSIBLE BUT SPARE CHILDREN MY GOD AS THEY ARE INNOCENT,THEY SHOULD NOT SUFFER FOR THEIR PARENTS SIN OR MISTAKES.
NOW IT SHOULD BE 12.00 NIGHT OVER THERE,TILL NOW NO NEWS OF HERS,MADE 8-10 CALLS
FROM MORNING BUT NO RESPONSE,SHE DID NOT COME ON SKYPE ALSO.
HAD A TALK WITH TAPU YESTERDAY,SHE SAID HER MOTHER IS GETTING OPERATED TODAY.
HAD A TALK WITH GUNI FINALLY.
SHE IS DOWN WITH FEVER.
SEEMS SHE HAS HIGH FEVER, SHE HAD TO PUT WET CLOTH ON HER FORE HEAD.
SHE SLEPT OFF AFTER APPLYING WET CLOTH ON HER FORE HEAD.
SHE SAID SHIFTING HAVE TAKEN ITS TOOL.
WHAT I SHOULD I DO AT THIS HOUR!I AM A HELPLESS MAN ,HANDS ARE TIED..
FOR A LONG TIME I KEPT ONE FEAR IN MY MIND,WHICH I EXPRESS AT THIS HOUR........
DURING MY ITC PERIOD ONE NIGHT I WAS TRAVELING BY TRAIN,ONE FATHER AND DAUGHTER
WAS IN MY COOP,BY SEEING THEM ONE CAN REALIZE THEY ARE POOR.
IN THE MIDNIGHT I WOKE UP AND SOW ONE GUY TRYING TO BE PHYSICAL WITH THE GIRL,I COULD
HEAR THAT GUY WAS TELLING -I KNOW YOUR ACTIVITY'S ETC ETC..AND FINALLY FORCED THE
GIRL TO COMPROMISE AND MADE HER GO TOWARDS BATH ROOM.
THE POINT BOTHERED ME IS FINANCIAL INSECURITY IS SUCH A THING IN LIFE PEOPLE BECOMES HELPLESS.
I NEVER TRIED TO ASSESS ABOUT THAT GIRL.
DON'T KNOW WHY HOLE NIGHT I COULD ONT SLEEP WELL, WAS THINKING ABOUT THE HELPLESS POOR FATHER,WHO MIGHT NOT HAVE SLEPT,OR COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON YET COULD NOT PROTECT HIS CHILD.
WHICH FATHER WANTS TO HAVE A SITUATION WHERE HIS CHILD BEING TOSSED.
I DON'T KNOW WHY THAT SEEN I COULD NOT FORGET TILL DATE.
WHY LIFE IS SO HEARD!WHY CHILDREN SUFFERS FOR THEIR PARENTS INABILITY AND FINANCIAL
PROBLEM,GOD IS GREAT EVERY ONE SAYS-WHY HE DOES NOT HELP,IF THIS IS PUNISHMENT THEN
PUNISH THE FATHER WHATEVER WAY POSSIBLE BUT SPARE CHILDREN MY GOD AS THEY ARE INNOCENT,THEY SHOULD NOT SUFFER FOR THEIR PARENTS SIN OR MISTAKES.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
07/01/10
THIS MORNING HAVE SPOKEN TO GUNI ON SKYPE ABOUT 15 MINUTE ALTOGETHER.
SOW HER NEW SHELTER/ACCOMMODATION.THIS ONE IS SMALLER THAN PREVIOUS ONE
BUT SEEMS TO BE OK.
DUE TO TIME CONSTRAIN COULD NOT TALK MUCH THOUGH GUNI WAS FREE ,I HAD
TO COME BY 9.
DON'T HAVE MOBILE PHONE TO DAY WITH ME,HAVE LEFT IN A HURRY IN THE MORNING.
GUNI TOLD SHE GOT EXORCISED AS SHIFTING TOO LOT OF TIME-ALMOST 11 HOURS!
DON'T KNOW HOW SHE MADE THIS,REALLY ALL THESE UNWANTED AND UNCALLED FOR.
SUCH HARASSMENT IS HAPPENED WHEN TIME GOES AGAINST.
WHEN THINGS WILL CHANGE!
WE COMMITTED SO MUCH AND SO MANY SIN'S!
SOW HER NEW SHELTER/ACCOMMODATION.THIS ONE IS SMALLER THAN PREVIOUS ONE
BUT SEEMS TO BE OK.
DUE TO TIME CONSTRAIN COULD NOT TALK MUCH THOUGH GUNI WAS FREE ,I HAD
TO COME BY 9.
DON'T HAVE MOBILE PHONE TO DAY WITH ME,HAVE LEFT IN A HURRY IN THE MORNING.
GUNI TOLD SHE GOT EXORCISED AS SHIFTING TOO LOT OF TIME-ALMOST 11 HOURS!
DON'T KNOW HOW SHE MADE THIS,REALLY ALL THESE UNWANTED AND UNCALLED FOR.
SUCH HARASSMENT IS HAPPENED WHEN TIME GOES AGAINST.
WHEN THINGS WILL CHANGE!
WE COMMITTED SO MUCH AND SO MANY SIN'S!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
06/01/10
JUST HAD A TALK WITH GUNI.
SHE SAID-SHE IS ARRANGING THINGS IN HER NEW SHELTER,ACTUAL OCCUPANT OF THAT ROOM IS KOMAL,GUNI IS SHARING THE ROOM WITH HER.
I WAS TOLD THEY WILL HAVE ANOTHER ONE GIRL ,IN TOTAL 3 OF THEM WILL BE
SHARING THE ROOM.
GUNI IS STILL LIKE A CHILD,SHE IS SO SOBER THAT PEOPLE TAKES HER AS SIMPLE TARGET.
NOW A DAYS GIRLS ARE SO CUNNING,POSSIBLE TO DAYS WORLD DEMANDS SOME SORTS OF CALCULATIVE MINDED PEOPLE OTHER WISE SURVIVAL IS DIFFICULT.
WE ARE SO SIMPLE AND GOOD MINDED PEOPLE THAT'S WHY WE ARE STRUGGLING IN OUR DAY TO DAY LIFE EVERY DAY.
SAD,I COULD NOT DO MUCH FOR GUNI,I COULD NOT SUPPORT HER FINANCIALLY TO ACHIEVE HER
GOAL,IF I COULD HAVE DONE THAT DEFINITELY SHE WOULD HAVE TOUCHED THE PICK OF SUCCESS.
AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED HOPES ARE DYEING DOWN,DON'T FIND ANY SCOPE OR RAY OF LIGHT,REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,AGE IS ALSO GRIPPING UP ,EYES ARE BECOMING HAZY,DREAMS ARE NOT VISIBLE ANY MORE.
IS THIS THE END!
IF IT IS SO ,WHAT I WILL DO,HOW I WILL SURVIVE REST OF LIFE!
SHE SAID-SHE IS ARRANGING THINGS IN HER NEW SHELTER,ACTUAL OCCUPANT OF THAT ROOM IS KOMAL,GUNI IS SHARING THE ROOM WITH HER.
I WAS TOLD THEY WILL HAVE ANOTHER ONE GIRL ,IN TOTAL 3 OF THEM WILL BE
SHARING THE ROOM.
GUNI IS STILL LIKE A CHILD,SHE IS SO SOBER THAT PEOPLE TAKES HER AS SIMPLE TARGET.
NOW A DAYS GIRLS ARE SO CUNNING,POSSIBLE TO DAYS WORLD DEMANDS SOME SORTS OF CALCULATIVE MINDED PEOPLE OTHER WISE SURVIVAL IS DIFFICULT.
WE ARE SO SIMPLE AND GOOD MINDED PEOPLE THAT'S WHY WE ARE STRUGGLING IN OUR DAY TO DAY LIFE EVERY DAY.
SAD,I COULD NOT DO MUCH FOR GUNI,I COULD NOT SUPPORT HER FINANCIALLY TO ACHIEVE HER
GOAL,IF I COULD HAVE DONE THAT DEFINITELY SHE WOULD HAVE TOUCHED THE PICK OF SUCCESS.
AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED HOPES ARE DYEING DOWN,DON'T FIND ANY SCOPE OR RAY OF LIGHT,REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO,AGE IS ALSO GRIPPING UP ,EYES ARE BECOMING HAZY,DREAMS ARE NOT VISIBLE ANY MORE.
IS THIS THE END!
IF IT IS SO ,WHAT I WILL DO,HOW I WILL SURVIVE REST OF LIFE!
Friday, January 1, 2010
NEW YEAR 2010
2010 ,THE NEW YEAR.
I AM ALONE .
COMPANY IS CLOSED TO DAY,HOLE DAY AT HOME,ALONE.
THIS SHOULD BE A LESSON,THIS IS HOW THE LIFE WOULD BE IN COMING YEARS, GUESS I HAVE TO PREPARE AND MOLD MYSELF IN TO A NEW FORMAT SO THAT I CAN WITHSTAND WITH ANY EVENTUALITIES.
TAPU IS IN BANGALORE,HAD A TALK IN THE A/NOON,HAD A TALK WITH GUNI TOO,
THEY ARE FINE.
I AM ALONE .
COMPANY IS CLOSED TO DAY,HOLE DAY AT HOME,ALONE.
THIS SHOULD BE A LESSON,THIS IS HOW THE LIFE WOULD BE IN COMING YEARS, GUESS I HAVE TO PREPARE AND MOLD MYSELF IN TO A NEW FORMAT SO THAT I CAN WITHSTAND WITH ANY EVENTUALITIES.
TAPU IS IN BANGALORE,HAD A TALK IN THE A/NOON,HAD A TALK WITH GUNI TOO,
THEY ARE FINE.
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