09/01/10

TIMES GUNI MAKES ME VERY UPSET.
NOW IT SHOULD BE 12.00 NIGHT OVER THERE,TILL NOW NO NEWS OF HERS,MADE 8-10 CALLS
FROM MORNING BUT NO RESPONSE,SHE DID NOT COME ON SKYPE ALSO.
HAD A TALK WITH TAPU YESTERDAY,SHE SAID HER MOTHER IS GETTING OPERATED TODAY.

HAD A TALK WITH GUNI FINALLY.
SHE IS DOWN WITH FEVER.
SEEMS SHE HAS HIGH FEVER, SHE HAD TO PUT WET CLOTH ON HER FORE HEAD.
SHE SLEPT OFF AFTER APPLYING WET CLOTH ON HER FORE HEAD.
SHE SAID SHIFTING HAVE TAKEN ITS TOOL.
WHAT I SHOULD I DO AT THIS HOUR!I AM A HELPLESS MAN ,HANDS ARE TIED..

FOR A LONG TIME I KEPT ONE FEAR IN MY MIND,WHICH I EXPRESS AT THIS HOUR........
DURING MY ITC PERIOD ONE NIGHT I WAS TRAVELING BY TRAIN,ONE FATHER AND DAUGHTER
WAS IN MY COOP,BY SEEING THEM ONE CAN REALIZE THEY ARE POOR.
IN THE MIDNIGHT I WOKE UP AND SOW ONE GUY TRYING TO BE PHYSICAL WITH THE GIRL,I COULD
HEAR THAT GUY WAS TELLING -I KNOW YOUR ACTIVITY'S ETC ETC..AND FINALLY FORCED THE
GIRL TO COMPROMISE AND MADE HER GO TOWARDS BATH ROOM.

THE POINT BOTHERED ME IS FINANCIAL INSECURITY IS SUCH A THING IN LIFE PEOPLE BECOMES HELPLESS.

I NEVER TRIED TO ASSESS ABOUT THAT GIRL.

DON'T KNOW WHY HOLE NIGHT I COULD ONT SLEEP WELL, WAS THINKING ABOUT THE HELPLESS POOR FATHER,WHO MIGHT NOT HAVE SLEPT,OR COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON YET COULD NOT PROTECT HIS CHILD.
WHICH FATHER WANTS TO HAVE A SITUATION WHERE HIS CHILD BEING TOSSED.

I DON'T KNOW WHY THAT SEEN I COULD NOT FORGET TILL DATE.

WHY LIFE IS SO HEARD!WHY CHILDREN SUFFERS FOR THEIR PARENTS INABILITY AND FINANCIAL
PROBLEM,GOD IS GREAT EVERY ONE SAYS-WHY HE DOES NOT HELP,IF THIS IS PUNISHMENT THEN
PUNISH THE FATHER WHATEVER WAY POSSIBLE BUT SPARE CHILDREN MY GOD AS THEY ARE INNOCENT,THEY SHOULD NOT SUFFER FOR THEIR PARENTS SIN OR MISTAKES.