POSSIBLE I HAVE TO BLAME MYSELF FOR THIS SITUATION.
WHY I AM NOT FLOURISHING IN MY WORKING PLACES ! ARE EVERYONE BAD OTHER THAN ME!
NO ,IT IS NOT POSSIBLE.
ONCE SEKHER KEDIA TOLD I AM REALLY NO FIT FOR PRIVATE COMPANY'S.
WHICH IS TRUE.
WORKING IN A PRIVET COMPANY IS ALSO AN ART,ONE HAS TO KNOW THIS ART MORE THAN HIS EFFICIENCY AND HEARD WORK, WORKING LIKE DOG WILL NOT DO,IT SHOULD BE PROJECTED IN SUCH A MANNER THAT OWNER OF THE COMPANY REALIZES THAT HE/SHE IS HEARD WORKING AND SCIENCER,ALWAYS THE MOTTO SHOULD BE TO IMPRESS THE BOSS,ALWAYS TO BE GIVEN AN IMPRESSION THAT -I AM THE PERSON WHO THINKS ABOUT THE COMPANY MORE THAN ANY ONES ELSE!

I COULD NOT MOLD MYSELF IN TO THAT METAL.
THIS IS A FAILURE,BIGEST FAILURE.
CAN'T IMPRESS PEOPLE JUST LIIKE THAT,WHO EVER IT MAY BE,NEVER COULD ACT AS YES MAN TO ANY ONE.
THEN HOW TO PROSPER!
NO WAY.
WITH THIS COMPLEX GROWTH REALLY NOT POSSIBLE.
IT IS TOO LATE NOW, I CAN'T CHANGE MYSELF NOW,WHAT I DO!STILL LOT OF UNFINISHED JOB AND DUTIES ARE THERE.
BABA SHOW ME WAY.