01 / 03 / 10

HOLI
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TO DAY NORTH INDIANS ARE CELEBRATING HOLI,FESTIVAL OF COLOR.
IN BENGAL HOLI WAS CELEBRATED A DAY BEFORE,THAT IS YESTERDAY.
IN THIS REGION THIS FESTIVAL DOES NOT EXISTS,HANDFUL NORTH INDIANS WILL CELEBRATE
THIS FESTIVAL( PLAYWITH COLOR),MOSTLY YOUNG GROUP.

WHEN WE PARTICIPATED LAST HAVE FORGOTTEN.

CHANDRASEKHAR CAME LAST EVENING,HE IS THE ONLY PERSON IN TIRUPUR WHO ALWAYS
IN TOUCH AND TAKES CARE ABOUT US.
FEW MONTHS BACK HE TOOK US TO A ASTROLOGER WHO PREDICTED CERTAIN THINGS ABOUT
US,THE ASTROLOGER ALSO TOOK Rs.3000 TO PERFORM POOJA FOR OUR WELFARE.
IN DETAIL YESTERDAY WE HAVE DISCUSSED AND CAME TO CONCLUSION THAT HE DID NOT SERVE
WELL AND ASKED CHANDRASEKHAR TO CONTACT HIM AND GET SOME PROPER ANSWER.
DURING DISCUSSION WITH CHANDRASEKHAR HE REVILED CERTAIN THINGS WHICH DOES NOT GIVE VERY CLEAR PICTURE, TO ME THEY ARE SOME WHAT VAGUE AND DOES NOT LEAD TO ANYWHERE.
ASKED CHANDRASEKAR TO MEET HIM AND DISCUSS .
I DON'T HAVE MUCH FAITH ON ALL THESE BUT TAPU IS A GREAT BELIEVER,IN SPITE OF
MANY BAD EXPERIENCES.

NOW A DAY'S GOONI BECAME SMART,ACCORDING TO MY JUDGMENT SHE DOES NOT REVAIL EVERYTHING AS BEFORE,I HAVE NO REGRET,ONLY WISH SHE SHOULD TAKE NEAR TO CORRECT DECISIONS.

23 / 02 /10

NOW A DAYS NOT WRITING IN BLOG,REASON BEING THERE IS NOTHING INTERESTING IN LIFE
AND THERE IS NO POINT TO CRY EVERY DAY ON THE SAME ISSUE.
I AM TRYING MY CORES OF ACTON A BIT! TRYING TO MANIPULATE,DOING SOMHING WHICH DOES NOT
MATCH WITH WITH MY INSURRECTIONS.
DON'T KNOW WHETHER WILL BE ABLE TO MANAGE AT THE END BUT I HAVE TO TRY!!!!
MY SITUATION DEMANDS TO DO SOMETHING OUT OF THE WAY,ALL MY LIFE WHAT I VALUED THE MOST IS NOT TO DEPRIVE ANY ONE OR NOT TO DO ANYTHING AGAINST ETHICS BUT TO DAYS WORLD IS
DEFERENT,THIS WORLD SAYS - TO SAVE SELF ANYTHING CAN BE DONE.IF YOU ARE CHEATED YOU
HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO CHEAT.
GOD SAVE ME AND MY FAMILY.

18 /02 /2010

THURSDAY 18/02/2010
TO DAY I WAS INVITED BY RAVI (BROTHER OF DURAI)TO ATTEND HIS DAUGHTER'S GROWNUP CEREMONY.THIS IS THE CEREMONY CELEBRATED IN SOUTH INDIA ONLY I GUESS.
THE IDEA IS ONCE GIRL HAVE THEIR FIRST MENSTRUATION PERIOD ALL RELATIVES AND KNOWN
PEOPLE CALLED IN A GET TOGETHER TO INFORM THAT THE GIRL IS READY FOR MARRIAGE.
IT IS FEAST LIKE ATMOSPHERE,PEOPLE SHOWS THEIR POWER AND ABILITY TO PROJECT THEIR
ABILITY IN TERM TO SHOW THEIR MONEY POWER TOO.
RAVI HAVE OFFERED A GRAND LUNCH A AND BREAKFAST PARTY IN A POSH HOTEL IN TIRUPUR(POPPYS).APPROX 1500 PEOPLE WERE INVITED.

I AM NOT JEALOUS BUT CAN'T FORGET TWO MONTHS AGO ASKED RAVI FOR A LONE TO SUPPORT GUNI AND THEN
HE SAID HE IS GOING THROUGH A FINANCIAL CRISIS HENCE CAN'T HELP.
TO DAY HE IS SPENDING MORE THAN 15 LAKHS..............
THAT IS THE LIFE,THAT IS THE WORLD.

HAD A TALK WITH TAPU ,SHE SAID SHE IS COMING TOMORROW.

13 / 02 / 2010

TAPU LEFT THIS MORNING FOR BANGALORE.
SHE WENT ALONE TO R/STATION TODAY AS WE CALLED AUTO FOR PICKUP IN ADVANCE,WE
FOUND A GUY WHO ARRANGE PICK UP ON CALL.
SHE PLANED TO BE BACK BY19/02.
GOONI CAME ON SKYPE THIS MORNING, HAD A TALK FOR A WHILE,TAPU ALSO HAVE SPOKEN.

DAY BEFORE GOONI SENT A MAIL IN REPLY TO MY QUARRY AND ALMOST MADE IT CLEAR
HER COURSE OF ACTION,AND HER FUTURE PLAN IN USA.

SHE ALMOST MADE IT CLEAR THAT UNLESS SHE JOIN PHD SHE WOULD NOT BE IN A POSITION TO
SUPPORT US IN TARM OF REPAYMENT OF HER EDUCATION LONE .
WHICH MEANS 2010 WOULD BE ANOTHER STRUGGLING YEAR.
AS IT IS TOO TIRED DON'T KNOW HOW TO PULL.

I FIND TAPU IMMEDIATELY REQUIRED MEDICAL ATTENTION BUT WHERE IS MONEY!
TRYING TO SELL BANGALORE PROPERTY THROUGH MR.SEKHAR RAJU BUT NO PROPER RESPONSE
RECEIVED AS YET .
HUGE PROBLEM ALL AROUND,DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO US!

10 / 02 / 2010

NOW THE CAT CAME OUT OF THE BAG.
*IT IS ALMOST CLEAR THAT GUNI NOT IN A POSITION TO REPAY HER EDUCATION LONE
RIGHT NOW.
*SHE IS NOT GOING TO GET A JOB IT SEEMS(MAY BE SHE IS NOT TOO KEEN ALSO).
*SHE IS PLANING TO DO HER PHD,WHICH WILL BE IN EFFECT BY NEXT YEAR SOME TIME
MAY'2011.
THE FUND SHE WILL GET FOR PHD PROBABLY FROM THAT SHE IS THINKING OF RE PAY
OF LONES,I AM NOT SURE PRACTICALLY HOW FAR IT IS POSSIBLE.

04 / 02 / 2010

HAD A TALK WITH GOONI FOR FEW MINUTES OVER SKYPE ,NOW A DAY'S DON'T FIND MUCH TO
TALK AS EVERYTHING IS RELATED TO MONEY .
DAILY ASKING SAME THING IS DISGRACEFUL MORE OVER INDIRECTLY PUNTING PRESSER ON HER.
NOW A DAYS I KNOW WHAT DOSE IT MEAN-WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE SOURCES OF INCOME YET THERE
ARE COMPULSIONS AND COMMITMENTS,IT IS REALLY HELL.
GOD PLEASE GIVE HER HAPPINESS.

02/02/2010

SINCE THERE IS NOTHING NEW IN LIFE AND DAILY SAME FRUSTRATION PAST FEW DAYS DID
NOT ANY THING IN MY BLOG,TO DAY ALSO THERE IS NO EXCEPTIONAL.
TWO/THREE DAYS BACK GOONI CALLED TO INFORM THAT ONE PROFESSOR SENT A MAIL TO HER
STATING HIS INTEREST TO ACCEPT HER AS ASSISTANT FOR PHD.
ACCORDING TO HER THE UNIVERSITY FROM WHERE SHE GOT THE OFFER IS IN 3RD POSITION
IN USA.
SHE SOUNDED VERY HAPPY...
SHE IS AIMING VERY HEIGHT,FOR WHICH I SHOULD JOIN SPONTANEOUSLY,WHICH I CAN'T.
I DON'T FIND SOLUTION'S TO OUR PATHETIC FINANCIAL CONDITION WHICH IS HUNTING ME
DAY N NIGHT.
ALWAYS PREY SHE SHOULD BE HAPPY.