GUNI WORKING ON NIGHT SHIFTS.

HAD A TALK WITH GUNI YESTERDAY ON SKYPE AFTER QUITE SOME TIME.
SHE WAS WORKING IN NIGHT SHIFT,IT APPEARS VERY OFTEN SHE IS WORKING ON NIGHTS,SHE SAYS MONY IS MORE AND ALSO SAYS SHE LIKES IT AS PAYMENT IS MORE,SHE HAS ANOTHER PRETEXT THAT IS WORKING IN NIGHTS HELPS HER TO REDUCE WAIGHT.
IT'S REALY FUNNY,UNHEARD OFF.
NOW A DAYS I PREFER NOT TO GIVE SUGESTIONS AS THAT IS STUPIDE,DON'T HAVE ABILITY TO HELP BUT TO OFFER HOLE LOTS OF SUGETIONS IS ABSULUITLY NONSENCE.
GOONI IS COMFORTABLE TO SPEAK WITH TAPU AS IT IS VERY EASY TO CONVINCE HER AND BRING HER UNDER THE UMBRELA WITH MINIMUM IMOTIONSAL TOUCH, BUT IN MY CASE IT IS NOT SO.
SHE KNOWS IT IS NOT EASY TO CONVINCE ME,YESTERDAY I UNDERSTOOD SHE IS STRUGLING FOR MONEY AND THAT IS THE REASON OF ALL THESE NIGHT WORK YET
TRYING TO SHOW THAT SHE IS HAPPY AND COMFORTABLE TO MAKE ME HAPPY.
GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT STORED FOR US.
TAPU'S HEALTH IS ALSO NOT WELL,HAD A TALK THIS MORNING,HAVING THROT PAIN AND SORE THROT.

LIFE IS SAME

LIFE IS SAME FOR YEARS.
IT IS LIKE OLD HOUSE,COLOR IS PEALING BECAUSE OF LACK OF MAINTENANCE.
SAME OLD STORY OF STRUGGLING FOR SURVIVAL,EVERY MORNING I OPEN MY EYES WITH PAIN OF UNSUCCESSFUL AND HELPLESSNESS.
GUNI IS ALSO TOO MUCH DISTURBED,POOR CHILD NOT GETTING A JOB,WORKING IN GAS STATION!
THAT TOO IN NIGHT SHIFT!JUST FOR SURVIVAL,BEING A FATHER PAIN IS INEXPRESSIBLE.
EVERYONE ENJOYED NEW YEAR,BUT WE DIDN'T.
DON'T KNOW WHEN THIS MISERY WILL BE OVER.
ALMOST STOP ED WRITING ON BLOG AS THERE IS NOTHING TO WRITE...

MY MOTHER IS NO MORE

NOTHING HAVE CHANGED IN THIS WORLD,LIFE IS NORMAL AS USUAL ,NONE OF THE ACTIVITY'S OF NATURE HAVE GONE WRONG,ONLY SHE IS NOT THERE.
MY MOTHER IS NO MORE.

SHE BREATHED HER LAST ON 27TH SEPT MONDAY 5.30 EVENING (AS PER MEDICAL REPORT).
I AM UPSET NOT BECAUSE OF HER DEATH SINCE ONE HAS TO GO AS AND WHEN CALL COMES AND THAT TRUTH IS ACCEPTABLE ALL OVER THE GLOBE BUT AM TERRIBLY DISTURBED AND SADDEN THE WAY SHE DYED.
TO ME SHE WAS KILLED BY DOCTORS JUST BECAUSE OF NEGLIGENCE'S AND LACK OF KNOWLEDGE ALSO FOR MONEY.
WE SONS ARE ALSO RESPONSIBLE AS WE COULD NOT OFFER HER BEST TREATMENT,COULD NOT AFFORD HER TO PUT IN A BEST HOSPITAL.
AS LONG I LIVE HER SUFFERINGS WILL BE ALWAYS IN MY MIND,SUCH PAINFUL END YET SHE NEITHER COMPLAINED NOR SPOKE A WARD.
NOW I AM ALONE ,WITHOUT A GARDIAN,WITHOUT A SHALTER,THERE IS NONE WHO WILL LOOK FOR ME IN CALCUTTA WHO WILL ASK WHEN I WILL COME...................

MOTHER

MY MOTHER IS NOT WELL,SHE IS SERIOUSLY ill.
AS A SON WHAT AM I TO DO!
THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE-GO AND SEE.
RIGHT NOW I HAVE NO MONEY TO GO TO CALCUTTA UNLESS BROW BUT FROM WHOM!
SO MUCH LONE WE HAVE TAKEN THAT PEOPLE/SO CALLED RELATIVES ARE SCARED TO GIVE LONE
FEARING HOW WE WILL PAY BACK! I DON'T BLAME THEM AS THEY ARE 100% CORRECT.
FOR US ALL AVENUES ARE CLOSED AT THE MOMENT.
NOTHING IS WORKING FOR US.
YESTERDAY HAD A TALK WITH JHUMUR,TOLD HIM MY CONDITION ALSO SAID IN CASE MATTER
IS TOO BAD TO INFORM ME,SOME HOW I WILL BE THERE.
HE SAID FEW TESTS ARE TO BE CONDUCTED AND THEN ONLY DOCTORS CAN SAY WHAT IS THE
ACTUAL PROBLEM AND SUBSEQUENTLY JHUMUR WILL INFORM ME.
PREY TO GOD SHE SHOULD BE OK.

GOONI'S COMPUTER

IT'S A LONG TIME WE HAVE NOT SEEN GOONI ON SKYPE AS HER COMPUTER HAS PROBLEM.
I WAS TOLD THAT THERE IS CHARGING PROBLEM ,IN NUTSHELL HER COMPUTER IS NOT IN USE AT PRESENT.
VERY UPSET AS I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW SHE IS MANAGING WITHOUT THAT,I DON'T HAVE MONEY
TO HELP HER,EVEN DON'T FIND ANY SOURCES TO BORROW,EVEN I AM INCAPABLE TO REPAY LONE
AT THIS STAGE.
WHAT TO DO!WHERE TO GO I DON'T KNOW.
ONLY THING I KNOW MY DAUGHTER IS IN DEEP TROUBLE AND FIGHTING FOR SURVIVAL.
SHE IS ALONE............

EVERY INCH IS SAME

I am so surprised to see gooni's graph of life which almost matches with me.
how it is possible!
every inch can be matched with each other till date.
only deference she is academic where as i am scared of study's.
when i memories her harassment during her college days,i really pay my gratitude to her for her currage and determination.
i my case i lost vision and adopted wrong line where as she stuck to her line and goal besides all odds,hats off to her.
even today the amount of stress and problem she is facing and fighting for survival is out standing.
I PREY TO BABA TO SAVE HER ,TO SUPPORT HER.
Tapu left this morning for Bangalore to attend GURU POURNIMA POOJA at BABA'S TEMPLE.

BHARAT BANDH 05/07/2010

To day is bharat bandh.
Country wide bandh,protest against price hike of petrol,gas and necessary commodity's.
Will this help! I don't so and believe may will accept my views.

Tapu is at Bangalore,had a talk day before, she seems to be happy as usual when ever
she visit Baba's temple.
Had a talk with Gooni last night,she only called to say from New york they have moved
to north Carolina and from there to Chicago.
Times heard to believe how she is managing everything !
Baba should help and bless her.