26/05/2011

AFTER A LONG LONG TIME AM ON BLOG,EVEN CANT REMEMBER WHEN WROTE LAST.
GUNI IS IN INDIA,CAME ON 13/05/2011,AFTER CLOSE TO TWO AND HALF YEARS!
THERE IS IS NOTHING TO HIDE - AM NOT THAT HAPPY AS SUPPOSE TO BE,FOR THE SIMPLE REASON
I CAN'T DO ANYTHING FOR HER,A PENNY-LESS PERSON/FATHER,STRUGGLING FOR SURVIVAL.
PEOPLE WILL BE SURPRISED AND ASK WHAT TYPE OF FATHER I AM!

THINGS ARE SO BAD AROUND ME THAT TIMES FILL IT IS NOT WRATH LEAVING.
TRYING TO RUNAWAY FROM LIFE AND RESPONSIBILITY! LIKE A COWARD!
YES! NO SHAME TO SAY SO,COULD NOT ACHIEVE ANY THING FOR LAST 10 LONG YEARS,NOW WHAT!
SURE I AM NOT CAPABLE OR USELESS OTHERWISE DEFINITELY SOME THING WOULD HAVE WORKED OUT,ALL IS MY FAULT,MY INABILITY TO GRAB THE RIGHT OPPORTUNITY.
NO COMPLAINT TOWARDS ANY ONE,IT IS ME WHO FAILED IN LIFE MISERABLY AS I AM INCOMPETENT AND INCAPABLE.

GUNI IS IN CALCUTTA,
RATNA'S SON HAD THREAD CEREMONY FUNCTION,TOPU WENT ALONG WITH HER MOTHER WHO CAME HEAR FOR FEW DAYS,WE SUGGESTED GUNI TO ARRIVE CALCUTTA AND ACCORDINGLY SHE CAME VIA DELHI FROM CHACAGO.
ALSO GUNI WRITING GRE EXAM FROM ALLAHABAD ON 30TH OF THIS MONTH,AS IT CLOSER TO CALCUTTA THAN TIRUPUR,THAT'S ALSO ONE REASON WE SUGGESTED HER TO ARRIVE IN CALCUTTA.
SHE PLANS TO BE IN TIRUPUR AROUND 5TH JUNE DEPENDING AVAILABILITY OF TICKET.

AM SURROUNDED WITH PROBLEMS,HIGH FASHIONS INTL WHERE AM EMPLOYED IS IN DEEP TROUBLE,MAINLY FINANCIAL,WHICH CAUSED BY POOR MANAGEMENT,BY MR.DURAI HIMSELF.
SEEMS IT'S SINKING,ALL ORDERS GETTING CANCELLED,BUYER LOST CONFIDENCE IN HIM.
THE MAIN PROBLEM IS HE GIVES ALL WRONG INFORMATION AND TELL LIES WHICH CAN'T BE COVERED OR CORRECTED TOWARDS THE END AND WITH RESULT TRUTH COMES OUT WITH UGLY FACE.

AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
SALARY IS NOT COMING ON TIME ,NO COMMITMENTS ARE BEEN MET,HOUSE RENT,CREDILA LONE,ETC .
DON'T KNOW WHAT IS STORED FOR ME/US.