Monday, July 5, 2010

BHARAT BANDH 05/07/2010

To day is bharat bandh.
Country wide bandh,protest against price hike of petrol,gas and necessary commodity's.
Will this help! I don't so and believe may will accept my views.

Tapu is at Bangalore,had a talk day before, she seems to be happy as usual when ever
she visit Baba's temple.
Had a talk with Gooni last night,she only called to say from New york they have moved
to north Carolina and from there to Chicago.
Times heard to believe how she is managing everything !
Baba should help and bless her.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

WHEN THIS PHASE WILL BE OVER GOD ONLY KNOWS.
NOTHING IS WORKING WITH US.
THINGS ARE BECOMING BAD TO WORSE.
I AM NOT EXPECTING A MIRACLE,WHAT I AM LOOKING IS WITH IN POSSIBILITIES SOMETHING TO
HAPPEN......
FIRST THING- MY SMALL PCS OF LAND TO GET SOLD,I SHOULD GET AN OPPORTUNITY FROM WHERE
I CAN EARN LITTLE MORE CONSIDERING MY EXPERIENCE AND WORKING ABILITY,GOONI SHOULD GET
HER DUES,SHE SHOULD GET AN OPPORTUNITY OF A GOOD EARNING.
IF ANY ONE OF THIS WORKS THINGS CAN HAVE A FACE LIFT..BUT NOT HAPPENING.
THREE OF US ALL ALONG PREYING FOR AT LEAST ONE TO HAPPEN, YET .........
POSSIBLE I HAVE TO BLAME MYSELF FOR THIS SITUATION.
WHY I AM NOT FLOURISHING IN MY WORKING PLACES ! ARE EVERYONE BAD OTHER THAN ME!
NO ,IT IS NOT POSSIBLE.
ONCE SEKHER KEDIA TOLD I AM REALLY NO FIT FOR PRIVATE COMPANY'S.
WHICH IS TRUE.
WORKING IN A PRIVET COMPANY IS ALSO AN ART,ONE HAS TO KNOW THIS ART MORE THAN HIS EFFICIENCY AND HEARD WORK, WORKING LIKE DOG WILL NOT DO,IT SHOULD BE PROJECTED IN SUCH A MANNER THAT OWNER OF THE COMPANY REALIZES THAT HE/SHE IS HEARD WORKING AND SCIENCER,ALWAYS THE MOTTO SHOULD BE TO IMPRESS THE BOSS,ALWAYS TO BE GIVEN AN IMPRESSION THAT -I AM THE PERSON WHO THINKS ABOUT THE COMPANY MORE THAN ANY ONES ELSE!

I COULD NOT MOLD MYSELF IN TO THAT METAL.
THIS IS A FAILURE,BIGEST FAILURE.
CAN'T IMPRESS PEOPLE JUST LIIKE THAT,WHO EVER IT MAY BE,NEVER COULD ACT AS YES MAN TO ANY ONE.
THEN HOW TO PROSPER!
NO WAY.
WITH THIS COMPLEX GROWTH REALLY NOT POSSIBLE.
IT IS TOO LATE NOW, I CAN'T CHANGE MYSELF NOW,WHAT I DO!STILL LOT OF UNFINISHED JOB AND DUTIES ARE THERE.
BABA SHOW ME WAY.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

nothing new

There is nothing new in life,life became a pure joke.
started writing in blog with lots of enthusiasm but everything everything got evaporated just kike that,today i don't have anything to off,daily same story of pain and sorrow.
when sent gooni to USA had lots of dream but today fear to dream as today what ever
we touch turns to ashes.
gooni is suffering there and we are hear,this is the fact and reality of to day.

Friday, April 30, 2010

marriage anniversry 20/04/10

20/04/ IS my marriage anniversary .
I got married this day 1983.
now when I think fill like some what stupid but that was the age when everything was
alright.
life was very simple,no crooked thinking,only hope and dream.
In life have no regrade as got more than my capacity,only now a days fill bad for
Gooni,I am not in a position do do any thing for her.
Tapu also complains but she knows this phase will pass away and we have enjoyed life
more than our capacity,not only we ,there are many who have benefited through us.
To day those are old past,let us forget everything.
Let us look forward ,let us prey to god to give us a simple respectable life,and lots
of happiness and success for gooni.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

BENGALI NEW YEARS DAY 15/04/10

TO DAY IS BENGALI NEW YEARS DAY.
HAD A TALK WITH GOONI.
IT WAS A PLEASANT DISCUSSION AFTER MANY MANY DAYS.
REALLY AL OF US IS HAPPY TODAY.
I ASSUME AFTER A LONG LONG TIME SHE IS BREATHING
WITH COMFORT SOME EXTENT FOR SOME REASON,WHAT EVER IT MAY.
GOD BLESS HER AS SHE IS GENUINELY TRYING TO COME UP,THERE IS
NO MOCKERY.

Monday, April 5, 2010

06 / 04 /10 TAPU'S BIRTH DAY.

TO DAY THE SIXTH APRIL TAPU'S BIRTH DAY.
SOME TIMES I LOOSE MY COOL FOR A WHILE,WHEN
GIVES A SECOND THOUGHT REALIZES EVERYTHING IS
UNNECESSARY AND UNCALLED FOR!
THAT IS THE LIFE ALL ABOUT!
MOST OF THE TIME WE DON'T KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT OR WRONG
AND THERE IS THE HOLE PROBLEMS LYE'S.

THIS MORNING GOONI'S BEHAVIOR MADE ME UPSET,HONESTLY
THESE DAYS I AM NOT VERY HAPPY WITH HER ACTIVITY'S.
SHE HAS GONE IN TO SHELL,FOR SOME REASON.
I AM FIND VERY DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND HER,HER ACTIVITY'S
ARE NOT CRYSTAL CLEAR.
PREY TO GOD HOLE HEATEDLY THAT I AM WRONG.