SOTI BOSE
when I am writing this phase of my life have to accept that I did injustice to Soti in great extent without
realizing her suffering because of my playboy attitude.
Possible I was attracted by her little more than previous girls.
I even changed my rout to our gathering place[ramesh's tea stall]just to have a glance /attention.
while girls used to go to school , siting in the tea stall our group used to screen them for selection.
some were successful some were not,for some strange reason I have never faced rejections.
My heart was racing for a nice looking girl,she was SOTI.
slowly and gradually my signal reached to Soti and her acceptance was on her face.
she had 4 powerful brothers and they were famous for their mussel.
slowly we were moving to each other but problem was her brothers,she was never free and had always
a fear.
her friends used to inter act between us .
thinks were not smooth,since we liked each other in spite of difficulty life was great.
on her way to school looking and laughing each other or passing some comments was enough to satisfied
ourselves,days were passing by.
I observed one Girikesh was trying to become close to me,he started coming regularly and became some what
close to me,we started discussing everything.
he got the news of my relationship with Soti.
he used to say how he is close to her family and younger brother,I used to think he is my welwisher and on that
that faith I never tryed to hide my inner filling.
One day on return from my college Soti's younger brother cordoned me with his group and threatened me saying
if I don't change my activity consequence will be very bad as he will inform all his brothers.
They stopped Soti's schooling ,it was impossible to meet her,her friends were not allowed to meet her,when ever
she used to come out she had people around to gaurd her.
I knew this is a handi work of girikesh,I was very furius,in never die setuation I told girikesh that we still maintain
relationship and we are in touch.
That massage added fire to fuale,she was bitten and torchered like strey dog every day to know the truth and
to under stand the depth of our relationship.
one day i was called by her brothers,all my friends wanted to join with me but I decided to go alone to minimize
tension.
I was alone ,they were four,they started talking gently but when I confirmed saying I love Soti, things changed,
all of them attacked me like dogs,I was bitten very badly to bleed in and out,they left me with a warning if i
trys to meet Soti they will kill both of us.
I came with wound and was bed ridden for 3 days but did not say anyone what actuly happened.
I did not meet Soti there after keeping in mind her well being.
After 2 month she was married to a defence personal.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Dipti palit
DIPTI PALIT.
When I think to day I laugh .
I used to go barrackpur very often at my aunt's place,reason being her children were of my age,deference between
them were one to one and half years.they are eight in numbers.Chandan ,Khuku and Mala was very close to me,even
their friends.
One late evening after playing me and chandan came house to get fresh,khuku and her friends were getting ready
for final touch to go to attend a marriage,since there were only 3 rooms were occupied by them.
I was roaming here and there with a cup of tea.
All in sudden they realized one of their friend's shoes are missing.
The fellow hidden shoes was my aunt's youngest son Dodul but he was no where seen at that point of time and
ultimately blame fallen on me,in spite of my several pleading no one was in a mood to believe that i have not hidden
pair of shoes and things was about to turn ugly.
Dodul was enjoying this seance and when he realized things are going out of hands he placed shoes in front of them.
the girl who about to loose her name was dipti Palit.
Things settled there for then but a new beginning started.
She was good looking and smart also from a well to do family.
We became close to each other but the problem were the distance,I am staying in Birati and she is in Barracpur.
Those days phones were not aces sable like these days,mobile no one knew about.
sending letters was impossible fearing that may fall in wrong hands.
initially I used to run on and often but considering financial crunch slowly that enthusiasm slowed down and
possible I was no that hard die fellow.
on those days i used to see many of my friends were mad for some one but i was never that type,another
one reason I guess is those days body relation was like dream.possible that is also one reason the attraction
was not at that magnitude.
in later stage we were just friends as we both realized the truth of life.
When I think to day I laugh .
I used to go barrackpur very often at my aunt's place,reason being her children were of my age,deference between
them were one to one and half years.they are eight in numbers.Chandan ,Khuku and Mala was very close to me,even
their friends.
One late evening after playing me and chandan came house to get fresh,khuku and her friends were getting ready
for final touch to go to attend a marriage,since there were only 3 rooms were occupied by them.
I was roaming here and there with a cup of tea.
All in sudden they realized one of their friend's shoes are missing.
The fellow hidden shoes was my aunt's youngest son Dodul but he was no where seen at that point of time and
ultimately blame fallen on me,in spite of my several pleading no one was in a mood to believe that i have not hidden
pair of shoes and things was about to turn ugly.
Dodul was enjoying this seance and when he realized things are going out of hands he placed shoes in front of them.
the girl who about to loose her name was dipti Palit.
Things settled there for then but a new beginning started.
She was good looking and smart also from a well to do family.
We became close to each other but the problem were the distance,I am staying in Birati and she is in Barracpur.
Those days phones were not aces sable like these days,mobile no one knew about.
sending letters was impossible fearing that may fall in wrong hands.
initially I used to run on and often but considering financial crunch slowly that enthusiasm slowed down and
possible I was no that hard die fellow.
on those days i used to see many of my friends were mad for some one but i was never that type,another
one reason I guess is those days body relation was like dream.possible that is also one reason the attraction
was not at that magnitude.
in later stage we were just friends as we both realized the truth of life.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Gouri
GOURI
She was my first girl friend.
may be little elder than me or my be because of her build .
This relationship started when I was in school,it just happened.
Most of my friends had their girl friends,I should not lack behind that kind of childish mentality also worked behind this relation.
They came to our place as tenant,opposite to our house,she was more keen to develop a relationship than me.
She was honest to her approach but I was not.
some how a relation structured but from bottom of my heart I knew there were nothing great or to dream about.
the proportion of a relationship if i talk then it was 80/20.
there were occasions she used to be desperate but never used get proper response from me.
one important incident i still remember-
during durga puja festival we met and went to see durga idols with full group of boys and girls.
so happened -her mother came to know that and became a big issue,she was adamant not to go to
her house as she might be bitten or harassed,some how we convinced and senther,there after she was not
visible,i came to know they have changed house,tryed to locket her but in vain.
so happened my school final result was out and I passed. one day I sow her going with her younger brother, I went
running to give her the good news but she was unmoved,as I was in a vary happy state of mind tryed my best
to convince and peruse,things did not work,she cried and left off.
hunting started to know her address and eventually found her new house but she was not the same, even did not bother to see me,at least that is what she pretended.
after 2 months came to know she got married to a professor and moved to north Bengal .
I must confess this incident did not bother me at all as I knew my stand.
She was my first girl friend.
may be little elder than me or my be because of her build .
This relationship started when I was in school,it just happened.
Most of my friends had their girl friends,I should not lack behind that kind of childish mentality also worked behind this relation.
They came to our place as tenant,opposite to our house,she was more keen to develop a relationship than me.
She was honest to her approach but I was not.
some how a relation structured but from bottom of my heart I knew there were nothing great or to dream about.
the proportion of a relationship if i talk then it was 80/20.
there were occasions she used to be desperate but never used get proper response from me.
one important incident i still remember-
during durga puja festival we met and went to see durga idols with full group of boys and girls.
so happened -her mother came to know that and became a big issue,she was adamant not to go to
her house as she might be bitten or harassed,some how we convinced and senther,there after she was not
visible,i came to know they have changed house,tryed to locket her but in vain.
so happened my school final result was out and I passed. one day I sow her going with her younger brother, I went
running to give her the good news but she was unmoved,as I was in a vary happy state of mind tryed my best
to convince and peruse,things did not work,she cried and left off.
hunting started to know her address and eventually found her new house but she was not the same, even did not bother to see me,at least that is what she pretended.
after 2 months came to know she got married to a professor and moved to north Bengal .
I must confess this incident did not bother me at all as I knew my stand.
Aamar Kahini
Though I had many minus point like-I was not very good looking,not from a wealthy family ,not a brilliant student,
not that polished and well mannered ,still there were something for which girls used to get attracted.
I was known as lover boy,many were jealous and because of this so called quality I had many foes.
I can't claim saying we were Urban boys,on the contrary we were from rural Bengal,from proper city[Calcutta]
30 km away.
The word/act of love was different from these days,we used to exchange our love through letters, occasional
face to face talk that too away from known locality or on the way to school or collage.
we used to go to movies in group,few girls and equal no of boys,that day used to be special, boys used to bare all
expenses.
since our economy was very weak and there wear fear factor for girls that no one should know, this kind of gathering
used to be once in blue moon and we used to memorize this kind event for long time at list till next occasion.
many a time so happened next time did not come,either some one sow and complained to girl's house or for some
reason or the other relations used to break.
some were brave ,they used to look for new partner from next day ,some used to carry for some time with broken
heart but that used be for a short time only.we friends were so active that anyone without pair used to be intolerable.
It was like a status symbol for us.
To day when I look back it looks crazy and funny.
I was brave amongst all.I used to write love letters for all of my group! sounds funny but true.
I was the muster of this subject.
While i was in class 10 I had my 1st crash.her name was Gouri,there after Dipti palit,Sikhapal,Anju ghosh,Roma,
Soti Bose,Manju das,Anuva banerjee.
it is a long list but other than Manju and Anuva rest were like water shades.
not that polished and well mannered ,still there were something for which girls used to get attracted.
I was known as lover boy,many were jealous and because of this so called quality I had many foes.
I can't claim saying we were Urban boys,on the contrary we were from rural Bengal,from proper city[Calcutta]
30 km away.
The word/act of love was different from these days,we used to exchange our love through letters, occasional
face to face talk that too away from known locality or on the way to school or collage.
we used to go to movies in group,few girls and equal no of boys,that day used to be special, boys used to bare all
expenses.
since our economy was very weak and there wear fear factor for girls that no one should know, this kind of gathering
used to be once in blue moon and we used to memorize this kind event for long time at list till next occasion.
many a time so happened next time did not come,either some one sow and complained to girl's house or for some
reason or the other relations used to break.
some were brave ,they used to look for new partner from next day ,some used to carry for some time with broken
heart but that used be for a short time only.we friends were so active that anyone without pair used to be intolerable.
It was like a status symbol for us.
To day when I look back it looks crazy and funny.
I was brave amongst all.I used to write love letters for all of my group! sounds funny but true.
I was the muster of this subject.
While i was in class 10 I had my 1st crash.her name was Gouri,there after Dipti palit,Sikhapal,Anju ghosh,Roma,
Soti Bose,Manju das,Anuva banerjee.
it is a long list but other than Manju and Anuva rest were like water shades.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Hole day siting almost idle ,these days no sell,people comes just like that with absurd prices which
is not workable in anyway.
I was told this is the pattern of this business,since winter is approaching our product will have beating as
they are meant for summer,though I don't agree .
If i have to run this business then a solid strategy to be worked out,new connections are to be developed.
Money to be spent for promotion,contacts to be build but durai is the person who neither has ethics nor vision.
I don't have money ,otherwise i would have started .
lets see what is stored for me!
is not workable in anyway.
I was told this is the pattern of this business,since winter is approaching our product will have beating as
they are meant for summer,though I don't agree .
If i have to run this business then a solid strategy to be worked out,new connections are to be developed.
Money to be spent for promotion,contacts to be build but durai is the person who neither has ethics nor vision.
I don't have money ,otherwise i would have started .
lets see what is stored for me!
Publish Post
Friday, October 2, 2009
LAKSHMI POOJA
To day is lAKSHMI POOJA.
For Hindu's she is an important goddess , she is the goddess of wealth.
In today's world she is the most powerful.
Indian culture somewhat peculiar,specially Hindus,Hindus festivals celebrated region wise ,example-to days
Lakshmi pooja is limited with only east and some part of north east,rest of Indians region wise will celebrate this
pooja some other day .
One think is common -that is The faith and purpose .
Tapu came yesterday night from Bangalore,sold our maruti 800.
Felt very sad, though did not revail it any body,there is no point to show my own inability and weakness to others.
had a talk with guni just for a while,seems to be happy.
The day she is happy,I am happy too.
For Hindu's she is an important goddess , she is the goddess of wealth.
In today's world she is the most powerful.
Indian culture somewhat peculiar,specially Hindus,Hindus festivals celebrated region wise ,example-to days
Lakshmi pooja is limited with only east and some part of north east,rest of Indians region wise will celebrate this
pooja some other day .
One think is common -that is The faith and purpose .
Tapu came yesterday night from Bangalore,sold our maruti 800.
Felt very sad, though did not revail it any body,there is no point to show my own inability and weakness to others.
had a talk with guni just for a while,seems to be happy.
The day she is happy,I am happy too.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
MR.GANDHI'S BIRTHDAY
To day Mr.M.C.Gandhi's 140th birth anniversary.
to day is national holy day,High fashions in working,I too joined as being a senior person felt to be present,another
reason Tapu is not at home.
Had a talk this morning and was told she is leaving Bangalore by 11 morning,which means she will be in
Tirupur some time in the late evening.
Had a talk with Guni this morning,seems to be OK but with time and situations she is gaining Maturity and
that reflecting on her talks and approach.
Unless there are any serious issues she will not reveal manageable obstetrical s any more and that is my observations.
This is also true siting here we cant solve any problems of hers but with age I have learned -SHARING AND EXCHANGING views helps us a lot,we can always cross check our decisions , acts and in that process there
is scope of improvisation, corrections also some times solutions comes out of blue.
to day is national holy day,High fashions in working,I too joined as being a senior person felt to be present,another
reason Tapu is not at home.
Had a talk this morning and was told she is leaving Bangalore by 11 morning,which means she will be in
Tirupur some time in the late evening.
Had a talk with Guni this morning,seems to be OK but with time and situations she is gaining Maturity and
that reflecting on her talks and approach.
Unless there are any serious issues she will not reveal manageable obstetrical s any more and that is my observations.
This is also true siting here we cant solve any problems of hers but with age I have learned -SHARING AND EXCHANGING views helps us a lot,we can always cross check our decisions , acts and in that process there
is scope of improvisation, corrections also some times solutions comes out of blue.
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