Aamar Kahini

WITH OUT GUNI'S HELP I WOULD NOT HAVE STARTED THIS JOURNEY.
I PAY MY GRATITUDE TO MY ANGLE.

My date of birth 7th may 1952 according to my school certificate.
Neither of my parents could confirm ever that this date of birth as correct,according to my mother it should be sometimes
in October,some time close to Durga puja but which year can't remember.I was admitted directly in 2nd standard in the school hence this confusion.
We are five brothers, I am the elder one,though my mother gave birth a female child who dyed when she was 15 months old and she was her first child.
my mother could not forget that shock for a long time.
She is a soft spoken person,she did not get her dues neither from her husband nor from her son's.
To day I must con face that I was a rabble and one of the reason-some how I was not
getting along with my father, I agree I had many flows but .................

he is no more , pointless to stretch or measure incidents farther or measuring
point by point.
Our childhood was very ordinary,my father was a state government employee and Maintaining 5 children
was not easy but life was not that bad also as those days extra requirements and luxury were not there.
we used to go to school by walk that too with bare foot!
None of us[ Brother's] could secure excellency in study's,amongst all I was sharp but unfortunately
because of bad association and improper guidance I could not progress as per father's wish.
fortunately at the right time I moved to Madras and that changed my life and living.
by the grace of god things were more than I deserved.