Aamar kahini

I don't know why -but seems to be true, my communication system is faulty .
in many occasions i have noticed no one in my family thinks with mind, for every thing i have to intervene
for corrective measure.
During ITC days i was so busy with money making that all spending went to pits,listening to my wife and
her associates.
she is an woman from deferent world.you can do any thing under her nose taking her in to confidence and with little
pampering.
I can't shade my responsibility and true that i was not focused,unaware of true hardship,the reality of life.
trusted people ,so called relatives,Ruma and company used Tapu as a ladder .she never had sharp brain which
ruma has had,a crooked and selfish mind,very sharp,like jackal.
she used tapu time to time and settled themselves with my heard earning money.
to day blem game will not solve any perpous but it is true Tapu hided many a things [even her contributions
to her yeonger sisters marrage] to me for thair welfare which no one cares to mind.
Thats the world.
Selflessly One person realized our mistake that was Mastermosai.
it is too late, have burnt my finger . i have to blame myself.
Always praying for an opportunity to almighty but fear the way Tapu is - If that day comes would there be
any deferance! honestly i have my own doubt.