FIGHT

In real seance fighting for survival.
never before such situation occurred, have never gone through with such difficult period.
To day it appears i have been cornered by all sides,not finding a
way to come out,mentally and physically completely drained out.
Of course Age also a main factor ,these days dreams does not comes,what i see is utter failure in life.
What ever i do, every attempt falls like cards.
Never ever thought we will have to go through with such a phase.
The time ITC closed down their international business divn I thought there would be Que of exporters
for my service but in reality happened just opposite. in spite of my best efforts could not arrange a decent job
on the other hand a moderate earning which can take care our leaving.
from then onwards life became monotonous,every day is like burden for me, some of y so called relatives
even commented indecent manner.
Once Ruma said-what ever happened- happened for good as they were flying very high and deserves
this treatment.
I was astonished when heard this comment but realized this what i destined for.
Madhav also commented very uncivilized manner but i still spared him because whom all rated highly
and knew close , when they could comment like this why not others !