I SHOULD DO SOMTHING FOR.......................

MAA..............
Some deference took place in past with Tapu,I personally believe such things happens in a family where under one
roof so many are there,my uncle,aunts and their children plus my brothers and sister in lows .
My mother always very soft,she never used to fight with any one but by nature she is so calm that some times
to avoid conflict she will try to hide the truth or she will not handle things strongly.
by nature she always prefers to die down on its own but in reality that policy does not work always.
One of my aunt is just opposite. I don't want to indulge or measure their behavior,what i know she was the key to
spoil our relationship,she uttered those words which offended me as well as tapu.my mother's fault was she did not
object to her comments.
let it be what ever it may,to day personally don't have any grievances on the contrary i believe we all are human being
and in today's world deference's are bound to be their.
Now a days when i speak to my Mother I realizes she has gone too old,as elder son I should go and see her and in case
some medication is required I should arrange for that.
My situation is such that i am counting even single penny,any way , prey to almighty to hive me strength to overcome
such situation so that i can perform my duty's.


CHANDAN.................
During my bad period his mother gave me shelter and I have not forgotten that favor.
unfortunately I am been cornered to day by circumstances, cant do things which I fill as duty.
During my stay at barrackpur Chandan was brother cum friend,we spent lot of good time together.
though later stage because of jealousy he stoned me but i guess that happens,we are human beings,we don't have
lion hearts.
He is not doing well,because of insecurity he stayed away from marriage.
I must do something for him in near future.