Friday, October 23, 2009

WE ARE THE MOST SELFISH CREATURE IN THE EARTH.

WE ARE THE MOST SELFISH CREATURE IN THE EARTH.

We often talk about civilization,tolerance etc etc.
In reality these are all sweet words we so called intellectuals utter very often in public, which has no relevance in
our day to day life,we have closed our eyes ,we don't want to see what is right or wrong,some how have to achieve
desired goal.
Primarily our financial insecurity and social commitments are main cause of our corrector assassination,there
are other issues too but these two factors holds the key.
My own behavior some times surprises me! I was not like this even few years back.
To day I said something to Guni which bothering me now,why i am trying so heard to establish that we are
the only parents who care for their child so much! there could be many and their support to their child
might be more meaningful.
Tapu is not fit in today's world,too emotional,which has no value,at one stage people misunderstand as every
one has their own priority's and with time it is changing very first,no one to be blamed for these rapid changes.
As far as i am concerned must confess I could not lift myself above expectations,I am the same person as
before,situation made me shameless and cheap,at one point i used to maintain certain policy's which has fallen
flat and to save present situation compromising with things which i have not dreamed ever.
conscious pricking from with in but ..............
As far as Guni is concern,
As a father I should know the reality of life, otherwise on what strength relationships will stand tall!
realized , back of my mind I am banking on Guni's success, subconsciously guess have taken it as granted that
her success in my gain too.
I have started realizing I am no exception ,I am also one of those shame less creature.
I must do something to save at least this relationship so that some honer is left,
have to gain courage to lift myself in a situation where my daughter can pay respect to me .............

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